Fashion -- 19th century -- Periodicals; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Women's periodicals, American
"At the end of the period I have indicated, I found my means had become
reduced to about three thousand dollars. This awoke in my bosom a new
cause of anxiety. If my father should not recover his reason in two or
three years, I would have nothing upon which to support him, and be
compelled to see him taken to some public institution for the insane,
there to be treated without that tenderness and regard which a daughter
can exercise toward her parent. This fear haunted me terribly.
"It was near the end of the period I have named, that I met with an
account of the Massachusetts Insane Hospital, situated in Charlestown
in this State. I was pleased with the manner in which patients were
represented to be treated, and found that, by investing in Boston the
balance of my little property, the income would be sufficient to pay for
my father's maintenance there. As for myself, I had no fear but that with
my needle, or in some other way, I could easily earn enough to supply my
own limited wants. A long conference with one of the physicians who had
attended my father raised my hopes greatly as to the benefits which might
result from his being placed in an institution so well conducted.
"As soon as this idea had become fully formed in my mind, I sold off all
our little stock of furniture, and with the meagre supply of clothing to
which I had limited myself, ventured once more to try the perils of the
sea. After a quick passage, we arrived in Boston. My father I at once had
placed in the asylum, after having invested nearly every dollar I had in
bank stock, the dividends from which were guaranteed to the institution
for his support, so long as he remained one of its inmates. This was early
in the last fall. I had then but a few dollars left, and no income. I was
in a strange city, dependent entirely upon my own resources. And what were
they? 'What am I to do? Where am I to go for employment?' were questions
I found hard indeed to answer. Twenty dollars were all I possessed in
the world, and this sum, at a hotel, would not last me, I knew, over two
or three weeks. I therefore sought out a private boarding-house, where,
under an assumed name, I got a room and my board for two dollars a week.
The woman who kept the boarding-house, and to whom I communicated my
wish to get sewing, gave me half a dozen plain shirts to make for her
husband, for which I received fifty cents each. This was all the work I
obtained during the first two weeks I was in the house, and it yielded
me only three dollars, when my boarding cost me four. I felt a good deal
discouraged after that. I knew no one to whom I could go for work--and the
woman with whom I boarded could not recommend me to any place, except to
the clothing-stores: but they, she said, paid so badly that she would not
advise me to go there, for I could not earn much over half what it would
cost me for my board. Still, she added, 'half a loaf is better than no
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