Fashion -- 19th century -- Periodicals; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Women's periodicals, American
bread.' I felt that there was truth in this last remark, and, therefore,
after getting the direction of a clothing-store, I went there and got
a few pairs of coarse trowsers. This kind of work was new to me. In my
ignorance, I made some portion of them wrong, for which I received abuse
from the owner of the shop, and no money. He was not going, he said, to
pay for having his work spoiled.
"Dreadfully disheartened, I returned to my lodgings, and set myself to
ponder over some other means of support. I had been, while at school,
one of the best French and Spanish scholars in the seminary. I had also
given great attention to music, and could have taught it as skilfully
as our musical professor. But five years had passed since I touched the
keys of a piano or harp, and I had not, during that time, spoken a dozen
words in any language except my native tongue. And, even if I had retained
all my former skill and proficiency, my appearance was not such as to
guarantee me, as a perfect stranger, any favorable reception either from
private families or schools. So anxious had I been to make the remnant of
my father's property, which a kind Providence had spared to us, meet our
extreme need, that I denied myself everything that I could possibly do
without. Having no occasion to go into society, for no one would recognize
me as Eugenia Ballantine, I had paid little regard to my external
appearance, so far as elegant and fashionable apparel was concerned. I
bought sparingly, and chose only plain and cheap articles. My clothes
were, therefore, not of a kind, as you may yourself see, to give me, so
far as they were concerned, a passport to consideration.
"As two dollars a week would, I knew, in a very short time, exhaust my
little stock of money, I determined to try and rent a room somewhere, at
the lowest possible rate, and buy my own food. I eat but a little, and
felt sure that, by making this arrangement, I could subsist on one dollar
a week instead of two, and this much it seemed as if I must be able to
earn at something or other. On the day after I formed this resolution I
met, in my walks about the city for the purpose, with the room where you
found me, for which I paid seventy-five cents a week. There I removed, and
managed to live on about one dollar and a quarter a week, which sum, or,
at the worst, seventy-five cents or a dollar a week, I have since earned
at making fine shirts for Mr. Berlaps at twenty-five cents each. I could
have done better than that, but every day I visit my father, and this
occupies from two to three hours."
"And how is your father?" asked Mrs. Gaston, wiping her tearful eyes, as
Eugenia paused on ending her narrative.
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