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"He seems calmer, and much more serious and apparently thoughtful since
he has been in this institution," Eugenia replied, with something of
cheerfulness in her tone. "He does not greet my coming, as he did
at first, with childish pleasure, but looks at me gravely, yet with
tenderness, when I enter; and, when I go away, he always asks if I will
'come again to-morrow.' He did not do this at first."
"But have you not written to Mr. Perkins since your return?" asked Mrs.
Gaston.
Eugenia became instantly pale and agitated. But, recovering herself with
an effort, she simply replied--
"How could I? To him I had, years before, been lost in the sea. I could
not exist in his mind, except as one in the world of spirits. And how did
I, when I came back, or how do I know now, that he has not found another
to fill that place in his heart which I once occupied? On this subject I
dared make no inquiry. And, even if this were not the case, I am not as I
was. I had fortune and social standing when he wooed and won me. Now I am
in comparative indigence, and branded as an impostor in my native city. If
none recognized and received us in our own home, how could I expect him
to do so? And to have been spurned as a mere pretender by him would have
broken my heart at once."
Eugenia was greatly moved by this allusion to her former lover and
affianced husband. The subject was one upon which she had never allowed
herself to think, except compulsorily, and but for a few moments at a
time. She could not bear it. After a silence of some moments, Mrs. Gaston
said--
"I have not met with or heard of Mr. Perkins for some years. He remained
in Troy about six months after you went away, and, during that period, I
saw him very frequently. Your loss seemed, for a time, as if it would
destroy his reason. I never saw any one suffer such keen mental distress
as he did. The fearful uncertainty that hung around your fate racked his
mind with the intensest anguish. At the end of the time I have mentioned,
he went to New York, and, I was told, left that city a year afterwards;
but, whether it is so or not, I never learned. Indeed, I am entirely
ignorant as to whether he is now alive or dead. For years I have neither
heard of him nor seen him."
Eugenia wept bitterly when Mrs. Gaston ceased speaking. She did not reply,
but sat for a long time with her hand partly concealing her face, her
whole body trembling nervously, and the tears falling fast from her eyes.
From this excitement and agitation, consequent upon a reference to the
past, she gradually recovered, and then Mrs. Gaston related, in turn, her
trials and afflictions since their separation so many years before. These
we will not now record for the reader, but hurry on to the conclusion of
our narrative.
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