Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Nature -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction; Wales -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
He would win her fairly or not at all. So, though to glance into her
empty white room set him trembling, though the touch of her hand set
his pulses going, he never schemed to touch her, never made pretexts to
go into her room. A stormed citadel was in his eyes a thing spoilt in
the capturing. So he waited for the gates to open. The irony was that
if he had listened to sex--who spoke to him with her deep beguiling
voice, like a purple-robed Sibyl--if he had for once parted company
with his exacting spiritual self, Hazel would have loved him. We cannot
love that in which is nothing of ourselves, and there was no white fire
of spiritual exaltation in Hazel. The nearest she approached to that
was in her adoration of sensuous beauty, a green flame of passionless
devotion to loveliness as seen in inanimate things. But that there
should be anything between a man and a woman except an obvious
affection, a fraternal sort of thing, or an uncomfortable excitement
such as she felt with Reddin, was quite beyond her ideas. She did not
know that there could be a fervour of mind for mind, a clasp more
frantic than that of the arms, a continuous psychic state more
passionate than the great moments of physical passion. If Edward had
told her, she could not at this time have understood it. She would have
gazed up at him trustingly out of her autumn-tinted eyes; she would
have embodied all the spiritual glories of which he dreamed; and she
would have understood nothing. Once he tried to share with her a
passage in Drummond's 'Natural Law in the Spiritual World.' He was
reading it with young delight a good many years behind the times,
for books had usually grown very out of date before they percolated
through the country libraries to him. He had read it in his pleasant,
half-educated voice, dramatically and tenderly; his cheeks had flushed;
he had challenged her criticism with keen, attentive eyes. She had said:
'I wonder if that's our Foxy barking, or a strange 'un?'
Hazel looked long from her window that night.
'Oh, I canna go! I canna go! Ed'ard setting store by me and all!' she
said. 'Maybe the other signs wunna come.'
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