Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Nature -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction; Wales -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
On Friday she waited until after the others had gone to bed, and then
slipped out. She went into the silent woods as the moths went,
purposeless, yet working out destiny. It was a very warm, wet evening,
and glow-worms shone incandescently in the long grass, each with her
round, wonderful, greenish lamp at its brightest. They beckoned on to
faery, though they glowed in perfect stillness. They spoke of
marvellous things, though they lit the night in silence. It was a very
grave, a very remote personality, surely, that lit those lamps. A more
intent eye, a more careful hand were needed, one thinks, to make these
than to make the planets, and a mind more vast, big enough to include
minuteness. But Hazel felt no awe of them; she was too bounded and
earthly a creature to be afraid of mystery. It is the spirit that
maketh afraid. She was sure that they were not the Holy Sign, for she
had seen them often. The Holy Sign was quite different.
'If I be to go to Hunter's Spinney,' she said, looking up through the
black branches and twigs that were like great fowling-nets spread over
her--'if I be to go, show me the Holy Sign.'
She wandered down the narrow paths. It was very dark and warm and damp.
Once the moon came out, and she saw a long pool startle the woods with
its brightness, like lightning on steel. The yellow irises that stood
about its marges held a pale radiance, and were like butterflies
enchanted into immobility. Huge toadstools, vividly tawny as leopards,
clumps of ladyfern not yet their full height and thick with curled
fronds, stood proudly on their mossy lawns.
But none of these was the Sign.
'If it dunna come soon I'll go home-along,' she said.
And then, round the next bend, she saw it. At first she thought it was
an angel just beginning to appear. The phantom was of a man's height,
and it shone as the glow-worms did, only its light would have been
enough to read by. It had a strange effect, standing there bathed
in its own light in the black unbroken silence. It had a look of
life--subdued, but passionate--as a spirit might have when it has just
reintegrated its body out of the air. Hazel was terrified. As a rule,
she was never afraid in the woods and fields, but only in the haunts of
men. But from this, after one paralysed moment, she fled in panic. So
she never knew that her second sign was only a rotten tree, shining
with the phosphorescence of corruption.
Next morning she asked Edward:
'Could folks see angels now?'
'Yes, if it was God's will.'
'If one came, would it be a sign?'
'I suppose so, dear.'
'What'd you do, Ed'ard, if you were bound to find out summat?'
Edward was thinking out heads of a discourse on the power of prayer.
'I should pray, dear,' he said absently.
'Who'd answer?'
'God.'
'Would you hear 'Im?'
'No, dear; of course not.'
He wanted quiet to finish his sermon, but he tried to be patient.
'You would know by intuition,' he said, 'little signs.'
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