Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Nature -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction; Wales -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
In her revulsion from Reddin and her terror of Undern, she forgot
everything except the sense of protection that Edward gave her. She
forgot Mrs. Marston's silent, crushing criticism and Martha's rude
righteousness. She forgot that she had sinned against the Mountain so
deeply that the old life could never return.
She remembered it as on the night of her wedding--the primroses, red
and white and lilac; the soothing smell of the clean sheets, that made
her feel religious; the reassuring tick of the wall clock; Mrs.
Marston's sliding tread; Foxy and the rabbit, the blackbird, and the
one-eyed cat.
She struck a match softly and crept across the room to the old mahogany
tallboy. From beneath a drawerful of clothes she took out Edward's
letter. She read it slowly, for she was, as Abel said, no scholar.
Edward wanted her, that was quite clear. Comfort flowed from the
half-dozen lines.
The ethics of the thing held no place in her mind.
She was not made for the comforts or the duties of social life,
and it was not in her-nor would it have been, however she had been
educated--to consider what effect her actions might have on the race.
Humanity did not interest her.
The ever-circling wheels of birth, mating, death, so all-absorbing to
most women, were nothing to her. Freedom, green ways, childlike
pleasures of ferny, mossy discoveries, the absence of hunger or pain,
and the presence of Foxy and other salvage of her great pity--these
were the great realities. She had a deeper fear than most people of
death and any kind of violence or pain for herself or her following.
Her idea of God had always been shadowy, but it now took shape as a
kind of omnipotent Edward.
When she had read the letter, she went to the window. A tortured dawn
crept up the sky. Vast black clouds, shaped like anvils for some
terrific smithy-work, were ranged round the horizon, and, later, the
east glowed like a forge. The gale had not abated, but was rising in a
series of gusts, each one a blizzard. Hazel was not afraid of it, or of
the shrieking woods. The wind had always been her playmate. The wide
plain that lay before the Undern windows was shrouded in rain--not
falling, but driving. Willows, comely in the evening with the pale
gold of autumn, had been stripped in a moment like prisoners of a
savage conqueror for sacrifice. The air was full of leaves, whirling,
boiling, as in a cauldron. From every field and covert, from the lone
hill-tracts behind the house, from garden and orchard, came the wail
of the vanquished.
Even as she watched, one of the elms by the pool fell with a grinding
crash. Reddin stirred in his sleep and muttered restlessly. She waited,
frozen with suspense, until he was quiet again.
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