Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiographyGraves, Robert
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Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiography
Graves, Robert
Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Graves, Robert, 1895-1985; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
He broke the ecclesiastical sequence. His great-grandfather had been a
dean, his grandfather a rector, his father a bishop, but he himself was
never more than a lay-reader. And he broke the geographical connection
with Ireland, for which I cannot be too grateful to him. I am much
harder on my relations and much more careful of associating with them
than I am with strangers. But I can in certain respects admire my
father and mother. My father for his simplicity and persistence and my
mother for her seriousness and strength. Both for their generosity.
They never bullied me or in any way exceeded their ordinary parental
rights, and were grieved rather than angered by my default from formal
religion. In physique and general characteristics my mother’s side is
stronger in me on the whole. But I am subject to many habits of speech
and movement characteristic of the Graves’, most of them eccentric.
Such as finding it difficult to walk straight down a street,
getting tired of sentences when half-way through and leaving them in
the air, walking with the hands folded in a particular way behind the
back, and being subject to sudden and most disconcerting spells of
complete amnesia. These fits, so far as I can discover, serve no useful
purpose, and the worst about them is that they tend to produce in the
subject the same sort of dishonesty that deaf people have when they
miss the thread of conversation. They dare not be left behind and rely
on their intuition and bluff to get them through. This disability is
most marked in very cold weather. I do not now talk too much except
when I have been drinking or when I meet someone who was with me in
France. The Graves’ have good minds for purposes like examinations,
writing graceful Latin verse, filling in forms, and solving puzzles
(when we children were invited to parties where guessing games and
brain-tests were played we never failed to win). They have a good eye
for ball games, and a graceful style. I inherited the eye, but not
the style; my mother’s family are entirely without style and I went
that way. I have an ugly but fairly secure seat on a horse. There
is a coldness in the Graves’ which is anti-sentimental to the point
of insolence, a necessary check to the goodness of heart from which
my mother’s family suffers. The Graves’, it is fair to generalize,
though loyal to the British governing class to which they belong, and
so to the Constitution, are individualists; the von Ranke’s regard
their membership of the corresponding class in Germany as a sacred
trust enabling them to do the more responsible work in the service of
humanity. Recently, when a von Ranke entered a film studio, the family
felt itself disgraced.
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