Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiographyGraves, Robert
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Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiography
Graves, Robert
Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Graves, Robert, 1895-1985; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
I found the English Literature course tedious, especially
eighteenth-century poets. My tutor, Mr. Percy Simpson, the editor of
Ben Jonson’s plays, sympathized. He said that he had once suffered for
his preference for the Romantic revivalists. He had been beaten by his
schoolmaster for having a Shelley in his possession. He had protested
between the blows: ‘Shelley is beautiful! Shelley is beautiful!’ But he
warned me that I must on no account disparage the eighteenth century
when I sat for my final examination. It was also difficult for me, too,
to concentrate on cases and genders and irregular verbs in Anglo-Saxon
grammar. The Anglo-Saxon lecturer was candid about his subject. He said
that it was of purely linguistic interest, that there was hardly a line
of Anglo-Saxon extant of the slightest literary merit. I disagreed;
_Beowulf_ and _Judith_ seemed good poems to me. Beowulf lying wrapped
in a blanket among his platoon of drunken thanes in the Gothland
billet; Judith going for a _promenade_ to Holofernes’s staff-tent; and
_Brunanburgh_ with its bayonet-and-cosh fighting—all this was closer to
most of us at the time than the drawing-room and deer-park atmosphere
of the eighteenth century. Edmund and I found ourselves translating
everything into trench-warfare terms. The war was not yet over for us.
In the middle of a lecture I would have a sudden very clear experience
of men on the march up the Béthune-La Bassée road; the men would be
singing and French children would be running along beside them, calling
out: ‘Tommee, Tommee, give me bullee beef’; and I would smell the
stench of the knacker’s yard just outside the town. Or I would be in
Laventie High Street, passing a company billet; an N.C.O. would
roar out, ‘Party, ’shun!’ and the Second Battalion men in shorts, with
brown knees and brown expressionless faces, would spring to their feet
from the broken steps where they were sitting. Or I would be in a barn
with my first platoon of the Welsh Regiment, watching them play nap
by the light of dirty candle stumps. Or it would be a deep dug-out at
Cambrin, where I was talking to a signaller; I would look up the shaft
and see somebody’s muddy legs coming down the steps, and there would
be a crash and the tobacco-smoke in the dug-out would shake with the
concussion and twist about in patterns like the marbling on books.
These day-dreams persisted like an alternate life. Indeed they did not
leave me until well on in 1928. I noticed that the scenes were nearly
always recollections of my first four months in France; it seemed as
though the emotion-recording apparatus had failed after Loos.
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