Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiography — John Shaqi
Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiographyGraves, Robert
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Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiography
Graves, Robert
Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Graves, Robert, 1895-1985; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
they were ready-made and not of the best-quality cloth that the other
boys all wore. Even so, I had not been taught how to make the best of
them. Neither my mother nor my father had any regard for the niceties
of modern dress, and my elder brothers were abroad by this time. The
other boys in my house, except for five scholars, were nearly all the
sons of business men; it was a class of whose interests and prejudices
I knew nothing, having hitherto only met boys of the professional
class. And I talked too much for their liking. A further disability was
that I was as prudishly innocent as my mother had planned I should be.
I knew nothing about simple sex, let alone the many refinements of sex
constantly referred to in school conversation. My immediate reaction
was one of disgust. I wanted to run away.
The most unfortunate disability of all was that my name appeared on the
school list as ‘R. von R. Graves.’ I had only known hitherto that my
second name was Ranke; the ‘von,’ discovered on my birth certificate,
was disconcerting. Carthusians were secretive about their second names;
if these were fancy ones they usually managed to conceal them. Ranke,
without the ‘von’ I could no doubt have passed off as monosyllabic and
English, but ‘von Ranke’ was glaring. The business class to which most
of the boys belonged was strongly feeling at this time the threat and
even the necessity of a trade war; ‘German’ meant ‘dirty German.’ It
meant ‘cheap shoddy goods competing with our sterling industries,’
and it also meant military menace, Prussianism, sabre-rattling. There
was another boy in my house with a German name, but English by birth
and upbringing. He was treated much as I was. On the other hand a
French boy in the house was very popular, though he was not much good
at games; King Edward VII had done his _entente_ work very thoroughly.
There was also considerable anti-Jewish feeling (the business prejudice
again) and the legend was put about that I was not only a German but a
German-Jew.
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