Family -- Juvenile fiction; Orphans -- Juvenile fiction
Louisa rose as she spoke; she took a key from her pocket, opened a
small drawer in her wardrobe, and extracted from an old-fashioned purse
a crumpled five-pound note. She stared at this innocent piece of paper
with big, wide-open black eyes.
"I wish I'd never touched it," she said, speaking her thoughts out
loud. "But of course Jim couldn't suspect me. Not a soul saw me when
I jest stooped and put the paper in my pocket. No, not a living soul
saw me. Shaw had gone away, and Alison was serving a customer, and I
did it like a flash. I had a fine time when they accused Alison, and
she turned first white and then red; but I didn't like it when I saw
Jim shiver. Why did he take that vow that he would marry nobody but
her? See ef I don't make him break it! I haven't got my looks for
nothink, and I don't love, as I love Jim, for nothink. Yes; I'll win
him yet--I have made up my mind. I think I know a way of blinding that
detective's eyes. I'll jest let him think that I like him--that I'm
losing my heart to him. _That 'll_ fetch him! He aint married; I know
he aint, from the way he spoke. I can soon turn a feller like that
round my little finger. Trust _me_ to blind his eyes. As to Jim! oh,
Jim, you _can't_ guess wot I done; it aint in you to think meanly of a
gel. Why, Jim, I could even be _good_ for a man like you; but there!
now that I have done this thing I can't be good, so there is nothink
for me but to go on being as bad as possible; only some day--some day,
if I win yer, perhaps I'll tell yer all. No, no; what am I saying? Of
course you must never know. You'd hate me if I were fifty times yer
wife, ef yer knew the bitter, bitter truth. Alison is nothing at all
to me; I don't care whether she breaks her heart or not, but I do care
about Jim. It is Jim I want. I'd make him a right good wife, for I
love him so well--yes, I will get him yet--I vow it; and perhaps my
vow, being a woman's, may be stronger than his."
Louisa undressed slowly and got into bed. Her conscience was too hard
to trouble her; but the thought of Jim and his despair stood for some
time between her and sleep. She was tired out, for the day had been
full of excitement, but it was quite into the small hours before her
tired eyes were closed in heavy slumber.
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