Family -- Juvenile fiction; Orphans -- Juvenile fiction
Grannie felt that matters had arrived at a crisis. Whatever the
doctors chose to call the suffering which she endured, her right hand
was fast becoming useless. It was with her right hand that she
supported her family; if it failed her, therefore, her livelihood was
cut off. She was a brave little woman; never in all her long life had
she feared to look the truth in the face. She looked at it now quietly
and soberly. Night after night she gazed at it as she lay in her tiny
bed in her tiny bedroom, with a grandchild fast asleep at each side of
her. She lay motionless then, in too great pain to sleep, and with the
future staring at her.
To-night she went to bed as usual. There was no manner of use in
sitting up burning lamps and fire; it was far cheaper to lie down in
the dark in bed. She lay down and gazed straight out into the deep
shadows which filled the little room. It was a moonlight night, and
some of the moon's rays pierced through the tiny window, but most of
the room lay in shadow, and it was toward the shadow Grannie turned her
eyes.
"It's all true," she said to herself, "there aint no manner of use in
denying it, or turning my face from it--it's true--it's the will o' the
Lord. My mother said to me--her as was a Simpson and married a
Phipps--she said when my father died, 'Patty, it's the will o' the
Lord.' I didn't like, somehow, to hear her say it--the will o' the
Lord seemed so masterful like, so crushing like, so cruel. And now the
will o' the Lord has come to me. It wor the Lord's will to bless me
all my life hitherto, but now it is his will to make things sore dark.
Somehow I can't trust and I can't hope, for there's nothing to hope
for, and there are the children, four of 'em unable to earn their
bread. Harry must make shift to do something, but there are three
little ones. Oh, good Lord, don't ever let me hear the children cry
for bread!"
As Grannie whispered these words out into the darkness, she laid her
left hand tenderly on the flaxen head of her youngest grandchild. Her
hand stroked down the smooth, round head; the child stirred in her
dreams, murmured "Grannie," and turned over on her other side. She was
very well, and very happy--as plump as a little button--a bonny,
bright-eyed creature. Grannie used to adore her stout legs.
"Kitty have always been so well fed," she used to say; "that's the
secret--there's nothink like it--nothink."
And she had held the fat baby, and by and by the fat little girl, up
admiringly for less fortunate neighbors to criticise.
Now the fiat had fallen; the bread-winner could no longer earn the
family meal, and Kitty and the others would have to do without their
bread and butter.
"It is true, and it must be faced," thought the old woman. "The p'int
to be considered now is, how is it to be faced? Wot's the best way?"
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