Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 4, October 1841 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 4, October 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 4, October 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Mary soon reached Miss Clayton’s door in the upper part of Chesnut
street, near Ninth. It was one of the most imposing mansions in the
street. Miss Clayton lived there with her old father—the two alone! For
several years after freeing herself from Leslie, she lived in hopes of
marriage, but in vain. The men were afraid of her. Her mortification
when she found Leslie restored to perfect health, knew no bounds. She
had a secret hope that he would yet re-address her; but from that period
she never received more than a cold and civil bow from him. She could
have poisoned herself with vexation. But as years passed away, and she
saw that he still remained unmarried, she consoled herself with the idea
that she was the cause—and that he could never love any one as he had
loved her. This devoted bachelorism was Clara’s only and greatest
consolation. It was a healing balm to her wounded spirit. So he married
not, she felt she could forgive herself for her folly in not marrying
him. It is true, she watched his course to forty with some anxiety, lest
he might yet marry; but when he had passed that climax, she gave herself
no farther uneasiness, and rested in the conscious assurance of his
eternal celibacy. This idea was the rainbow that spanned her darkened
skies—the sweet in her bitter cup of life. But, alas! she was soon to
see the rainbow disappear, and her horizon become dark with storms!
Alas! she was to drink the remainder of the cup with additional
bitterness mingled with its dregs.
She was seated in her usual sitting room when Mary arrived. Her hair was
drawn back above her ears and tied untidily with a dirty yellow ribbon;
she wore a loose wrapper, and her stocking feet were thrust into red
slippers. Her fingers were loaded with rings, and ear drops hung from
her ears. Her complexion was something coarser for the wear and tear of
time, and had very plain traces of being now indebted to white paint and
rouge, for whatever pretensions it claimed. Her forehead was crossed by
horizontal impatient wrinkles, and a deep frown was cut between her
eyebrows. She was thin about the breast and shoulders, and very slender
in the waist, more so than in her youthful prime. The general expression
of her face was querulous and sour—precisely such an expression as she
might have been expected to wear. As Mary was shown in she looked up
with a sharp, impatient gesture.
“So, Miss, you have come for the amount of your bill!”
“Yes, m’m, if you please.”
“Don’t _mem_ me as if I was fifty, Miss.”
“No, m’m.”
“Did I not forbid your saying _marm_ to me—what is the amount of the
bill?”
“You have it, m’—— I mean Miss.”
“That is better. Ah, yes, here it is, $17 19, What did your mistress say
about the 19 cents?”
“That she would take it off.”
“Very well; here is seventeen dollars. Receipt it.” Mary took a pen from
an inkstand on the table and acknowledged the payment.
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