Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 5, November 1841 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 5, November 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 5, November 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The day wore on. The tempest slowly abated. Yet no welcome sail met my
vision, unless a few far off crafts which crossed the seaboard, hull
down, and which brought no hope, could be called welcome. As hour after
hour wore away, my hold on life grew weaker and weaker. My physical
powers, I felt, could not much longer endure this exposure to tempest
and cold. Already the blood seemed at a stand in my extremities, and I
fancied I felt the cold chill shuddering up to my heart. A drowsiness
came over me. But rallying myself, I beat my hands and stamped my feet
to invigorate, if possible, the vital current. At length I paused from
pure exhaustion. Still no aid appeared. My spirits at length flagged. I
felt that utter prostration which, by taking away the spring of hope,
deprives us of all motive for exertion, and is the sure forerunner of a
death of despair. I lost all longing for life. The sensation of cold
subsided. I felt no pain. A dreamy bliss crept soothingly over my
soul—the sea, the sky, the air, the wreck swam around before
me—visions such as no mortal eye hath seen or imagined, thronged on my
brain—an exstacy I cannot describe, but which makes my hand even now
tremble with rapture, possessed me,—and then all is blank.
Again, and I dreamed. I seemed to be in the centre of a vast void, a
universe of darkness and obscurity. Yet all was not gloom. For amid the
shadowy firmament appeared a fair bright face beaming upon me like an
angel’s from the clouds—a face whose features were written on my inmost
heart, so soft and seraphic was their expression! I knew it—it was that
of Beatrice. The mild blue eye, the hair of wavy gold, the brow that
rivalled a Madonna’s, and more than all, the smile which now appeared
all glorified, told me that face was hers. And it gazed on me with pity
and love. And then I heard a voice—like and yet unlike hers, for the
tone was that of Beatrice, but even sweeter, and, oh! how heavenly! The
very air seemed music. Was she, indeed, a beatified spirit sent to waft
me onward to a brighter world?
But once more all was dark—a voiceless void! I had but one feeling, and
that was of being. I knew not, heard not, saw not. I could not think.
But my soul was, as it were, agony itself.
At length a light broke in on that void. My brain swam and I faintly
opened my eyes. Was I yet an inhabitant of earth? The bed, the curtains,
the room beyond convinced me at length that I lived. I feebly raised
myself up and gazed around. A footstep approached. Overcome with
faintness I sank down. A hand put aside the curtains, a cry of joy broke
from the intruder, a hot tear-drop fell on my face. I looked up, and
there was Beatrice!
“My own—” I faintly articulated.
“Hush!—not a word yet,” she said archly, placing her fingers to her
lips with a smile.
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THE INTERESTING STRANGER.
OR, DIAMOND CUT DIAMOND.
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