Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 6, December 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 6, December 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“You know,” sweetly began Beatrice, “how much I feared, when you were in
Charleston, that my uncle would make himself obnoxious to the colonial
authorities, and endanger perhaps his life. You knew also, that he
seemed resolved to bring about a union betwixt his son and myself. The
necessity of obtaining my uncle’s sanction to my marriage under the
penalty of forfeiting my fortune, weighed but lightly with me, for I
knew his hostility to you to be unjust. Yet, as the representative of my
deceased parent, I wished, if possible, to win Mr. Rochester’s sanction.
His persevering determination to unite me to his son prevented all hope
of this; and it was not long after our parting that I saw he would never
consent to my becoming the bride of any one but his heir. Besides, he
grew every day more openly hostile to the colonies. Unjust as I felt he
was to me, I yet loved him as my mother’s brother, and I trembled for
his life. But death suddenly interposed and calmed my fears, only
however to awaken my grief. In the grave I buried my wrongs. I saw in
him then only my protector in a strange land—my nearest living
relative—the one with whom my sainted mother had spent her childhood.
“My uncle’s decease at once changed my fortunes. The only impediment to
my enjoyment of my father’s estate was now removed, and I was free to
bestow my hand on whomsoever I wished. My cousin renewed his offer, at a
decent interval after his father’s death, but, need I say, I courteously
yet firmly refused it. My longer stay in Charleston was now a matter of
delicacy, for I had no relatives there except the family of Mr.
Rochester, and they naturally viewed my decision with feelings more
favorable to my cousin than to myself. Under these circumstances I
availed myself of an opportunity that just then presented to sail for
this country, where my relative the Baroness, with whom I had spent some
years in childhood, resided. She had continued in correspondence with me
ever since, and had urged me in every letter to visit her, even if I
could not come and make my home with her. Little did I think that I
should meet you under the circumstances in which I did.”
I have little more to add. Of the letters which I had written to
Beatrice some miscarried, some were lost in captured ships, and a few
reached her months after they had been penned. Her answers came with
even more irregularity, for since the day we had parted in Charleston I
had received but a solitary epistle from her. Now, however, every
disappointment was amply redressed. She sat beside me with her hand in
mine, and her soft eyes looking smilingly up into my face.
“But why,” said I at length, “was so much mystery preserved respecting
your presence here? And why, after I had recognized you on my first
awaking from delirium, did you order the nurse—for you only could have
done so—to avoid all mention of your name, to conceal from me in whose
house I was?”
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