Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 2, February 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 2, February 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I felt sure that it was Mariette’s mother, and hurrying away to my new
room, which was over the little archway sheltering the entrance, I shut
the door and gave myself up to a fit of despair. I fancied that she had
come to take my little pet away, to separate her from me forever, to
deprive me of my property, and I cannot describe in any degree what I
felt. The anguish of that moment was as great almost as I ever
experienced in life. All I did within the next ten minutes I cannot
tell, but one thing I know I did, which was to sit down and cry like a
great baby. I would have given worlds to have known what was passing;
but I did not listen though I might have done so easily from the top of
my little stairs. But good Father Bonneville had so early, so well, and
so strongly impressed upon my mind the duty of avoiding any meanness,
that eaves-dropping seemed to me in those days almost as great a crime
as murder. Indeed it was in somewhat of that shape that the good Father
placed it before my eyes. “What right,” he said, “has one man to rob
another of his secrets any more than of his money? They are both his
property, and if they are not given they are stolen.”
I was not very long kept in suspense, however, for by the time I had got
my little coat off, and was still sitting on the edge of the bed crying,
I heard the lady quit the good Father’s little study, and his voice
speaking as he escorted her toward the door. I knew that Mariette could
not have been awakened, dressed, and carried off in a quarter of an
hour, and I went to bed and slept with a heart relieved. It was only a
respite, however. Four days after that good Father Bonneville took an
opportunity when Mariette and I were at play of telling her that she was
that night to go away with her mamma, and take a long journey. He
advised her therefore not to tire herself, but to keep as quiet as
possible till the evening came, even if she could not lie down and take
a little rest during the day.
The poor child’s agitation was extreme. The idea of seeing her mother
evidently gave her great delight, but the thought of going away from a
house where she had been made so happy, and from a companion who loved
her so much, seemed not exactly to qualify her joy, but to tear her
between two emotions. Her face was, for an instant, all smiles and
radiant with satisfaction. The next instant, however, she burst into
tears, and snatching Father Bonneville’s hand she kissed it once or
twice. Then pointing to me, she said, “Cannot I take him with me?”
The good priest shook his head, and soon after left us to pass the time
till the hour of separation came as best we might. I do not think he
knew, and indeed it would be difficult to make any one comprehend, who
has left the period of early youth far behind him, what were the
feelings of Mariette and myself. I am very much inclined to believe from
my own remembrances, that the pangs of childhood are much more severe
than most grown persons will admit.
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