Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 4, April 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 4, April 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
It was during one of these flower-hunting excursions that Roderick and
Ella first conceived the idea of weaving the bower on the Castle Mount.
They were accustomed frequently to extend their rambling to the ruined
castle, in the old garden of which a variety of flowers were still
cultivated by the guardian of the place; and by the time they had
clambered up to the terrace on their return, were fain to sit down and
repose awhile. They soon began to feel a partiality for the place; and
no wonder, for there was not so fine a view, even to childhood’s eyes,
to be found in the whole country. Their childish hands there twined the
bower whose strange demolition I, in after years, witnessed. There they
spent many of their happiest hours; there they first plighted their
troth; there they renewed it over and over again; and there poor
Roderick first saw the—beginning of the end.
It were useless to attempt to say how proud the poor boy was of his
betrothed, and of her accomplishments. The fact that he never felt a
pang of jealousy during four long years, frequently under most trying
circumstances, that his trust in his beloved never for a moment wavered
till his heart was wrung, and his brain was crazed that eventful evening
at the bower, loudly testifies to his ingenuousness, and the priest’s
correct estimate of the man. A neighboring Curé, who had in former years
been a fellow-student of Father Klaus in Italy, frequently rode over to
spend half a day. On such occasions Ella was entertained with
metaphysical disquisitions, which, unknown to her entertainers, her
deep, psychological nature eagerly drank in, in draughts as great as her
capacity would admit. To their theological discussions she was a silent,
attentive listener; subjects which her uncle never upon any other
occasion spoke of in her presence, were argued with an earnestness that
made him forgetful of the indirect injury they might work upon her mind.
She began to propound questions to herself, and to attempt the solution
of them, of herself. She remembered many delicate cases of morality
determined by learned heads; pondered over the principles upon which
those decisions were based; constructed new cases for the application of
similar principles; in short, became a blundering casuist before she
knew it. A new light was dawning upon her mind; she saw, for the first
time, that laws can be stretched to very tension, and not broken. She
did not reflect that principle is firm as a rock, and lasting and
unchanging as eternity itself—that there is no going and returning
there. She knew not that he who ranges about to strain the utmost limits
of law, has wandered far from the moral centre of gravity—principle.
She knew not that we do not always stand guiltless in the forum of our
own conscience, though no other living being dare censure us, even in
his inmost mind. The world may judge a man for what he does and dares;
he alone, for what he does _not fear_. Ella was precisely in that
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