Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Dear Edith,—You must pardon my seeming neglect in having left
unanswered so long your last. I have been very ill, and had it
not been for the unexampled kindness of an American family
resident in Rome, should long ere this have slept my last sleep.
And though barely recovered, I feel that my strength needs
recruiting ere I can be considered aught but an invalid, and
will therefore set out for Old Point Comfort the last of this
month. I hope I need not assure you that I feel my exile from
your presence most sensibly, and I anticipate the pleasure of
visiting you in A—— as soon as I am better. I know, my dear
Edith, that this is but a sorry return for your long and
affectionate letter to me; but I never did excel in putting my
thoughts and feelings upon paper, my weakness now, must excuse
even this poor attempt. I know your kind heart will make every
apology for me, and you will look upon this as only the
announcement, from myself, of my return to my native land, and
of course, to you. Believe me, dear Edith, as ever,
Truly yours,
Charles.”
Mrs. Morton folded the letter slowly, and gave it back to Edith.
“He may be as he says, Edith, too unwell and too weak to write as he
wishes.”
“Unwell!” said Edith indignantly; “were _I dying_ I would not have
written such a letter to _him_. Yes, I will go to Old Point, and show
Mr. Lennard that I can resign him, and still live: I am determined he
shall never triumph in the thought, that I, a foolish girl, would weep,
and pine away, because he has forgotten me,”—here the tears ran freely
from her beautiful eyes; and, with her voice broken by sobs, she
continued—as she knelt before her mother, burying her tear-stained face
in her lap—“and then, dear mother, I will be all your own Edith again:
no parting from you, for I will never, never love any one, or believe in
their love as I have done.”
Mrs. Morton suffered her to weep, knowing it was the best for that poor,
grieved heart thus to find vent from its bitterness; but she showed her
sympathy in her child’s first grief by her loving words, and by softly
smoothing the ringlets on her hot, throbbing brow, and by many a tender
kiss. And Edith, with her head resting on her mother’s lap, sat on the
floor as of old, when a little child she would listen to stories from
her parent; and Mrs. Morton, very judiciously, sought to impress upon
poor Edith, the instability of all things earthly, and begged her to lay
her griefs, in prayer, at the feet of that kind Father, who is never
tired of inviting the sorrowing and weary to lay their burthens upon
him, exhorting her to pray for strength, and firm faith, so as to say
from her heart—“Though thou slayest me, yet will I trust in _Thee_!”
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