Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Time passed on, and Ferdinand’s passion increased with every hour. Three
or four times in the week he found means to feast his eyes upon the
object of his adoration, and the remaining days and nights were spent in
trying to draw poetic inspiration from what threatened to be the source
of something very nearly akin to madness. Ferdinand’s actual talent,
however, was of such a perfectly ordinary stamp, that it profited in no
degree by the strong element love afforded it, and one fine
morning—when he least expected it—a blow so stunning was dealt him
that his whole fabric of existence was well-nigh shivered to the earth.
The proprietor of the paper wherein, for the last year or two, M. de
Candolles had published anonymously the chief productions of his pen,
suddenly told him that he should in future be obliged to refuse his
contributions unless _signed by his own name_! M. de Candolles, he
urged, was known in many _salons_ of the _beau monde_, and probably what
he might write would be read by a good number of people, whereas the
lucubrations of _Jaques Bargel_—Ferdinand’s _pseudonyms_—only occupied
space, and brought neither fame nor money to the journal. M. de
Candolles received the announcement, which went near to show destitution
staring him in the face, with becoming fortitude. He would sooner have
died than allow his name to be dragged forward into publicity; and at
the thought of the elegant, aristocratical, disdainful lady of his
worship discovering that he lived by writing _feuilletons_, he felt the
very ground fail beneath his feet.
Ferdinand was, after the circumstance we have just related, reduced to a
species of misery even he had as yet not suspected. Unable to pay for
the lodging, small and dirty as it was, that he had hitherto inhabited,
he was now reduced to rent a small attic belonging to the collection of
servants’ rooms in a tolerably good-looking house. The one thought that
absorbed him was fear lest Blanche de Vouvray should discover the
necessities of his life. This, and this alone, combated the wild passion
wherewith she had inspired him. But he reckoned without feminine
instinct and feminine curiosity. Blanche de Vouvray had not been
half-a-dozen times in the same _salon_ with M. de Candolles, before she
felt she was adored, and her next feeling was one of considerable
anxiety to know how she should bring her slave to confess the charm.
Blanche was a person of irreproachable conduct; but still, it was
tiresome to be so evidently worshiped, and yet know nothing at all about
it!
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