Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I was sadly alarmed; for I evidently saw that Mariette had been mistaken
in counting upon his ready consent, and I feared the result of the
struggle which was evidently going on within him. His silence lasted so
long as to be quite terrible to me, and I watched him with an expression
of eager apprehension, which he saw at once as soon as he turned his
eyes upon me. When he did so, he advanced directly to me, took my hand,
and wrung it hard.
“I feel like a scoundrel,” he said, to my great surprise, “I feel like a
scoundrel. But never mind, Monsieur de Lacy, never mind. She shall be
yours, if you will answer me one or two questions sincerely, and as I
could wish. I feel like a scoundrel, but those feelings shall not weigh
with me.”
“I will answer any questions, Monsieur de Salins,” I replied, “without
the slightest reserve.”
“‘Twas but a day or two ago,” said Monsieur de Salins, “that you wished
and proposed to share your fortune with us. I readily understood your
feelings, and comprehended how the generosity of youth should wish, at
any worldly sacrifice, to save from poverty and distress the friends and
companions of childhood. Now, you tell me you love my daughter, and
propose to marry her. Tell me, Count de Lacy—before God and your
conscience—are not the motives of your first proposal mingling with
your second?—in a word,” he continued, vehemently, “is not
charity—charity, I say, at the bottom of the desire you now express?”
and his eye ran haggardly over the scanty furniture of his little room.
“Charity! Monsieur de Salins,” I exclaimed. “Charity, between me and
Mariette! Is there any thing I have on earth that is not hers? Oh, no,
no; for heaven’s sake, do not entertain for one moment such very painful
thoughts. Believe me,” I added, “that I am moved by one feeling
alone—the deepest, strongest affection; the warmest, the most
passionate love toward that dear girl, who, as you say, was the friend
and companion of my childhood; whom I loved then, and only love better,
more warmly now. Surely, Monsieur de Salins, you forget what Mariette
is, to suppose for an instant that I could seek her with any feeling but
one.”
A faint smile came upon his lip. “She is, indeed, very beautiful, and
very sweet,” he said, “but Father Bonneville tells me, Monsieur de Lacy,
that you have been married before.”
“True,” I answered; “and yet I have never loved any one as I love
Mariette.”
“Then she shall be yours,” he said, thoughtfully, “then she shall be
yours.”
But I saw that there was still a reluctance, and I said, “Listen to me
for five minutes, and clear away all doubts, regarding my former
marriage, from your mind.”
He seated himself again in the chair before the fire, and I related to
him succinctly, and simply, all that had occurred at the time of my
marriage with poor Louise. He listened attentively, and drew a deep sigh
when I had done, repeating the words, “She shall be yours,” but adding,
“notwithstanding every foolish prejudice.”
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