Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I do not understand you,” I said, “although I am quite sure that no
prejudice will weigh with the Count de Salins. Nor do I comprehend how
he could accuse himself at any moment of feeling like a scoundrel.”
“My young friend,” he said, slowly and impressively, “I look upon every
man as a scoundrel, who does not act upon the principles he
professes—upon the principles he knows to be just—I mean, of course,
when he has time for deliberation; for every man, in human weakness, may
commit in a moment of passion, acts which his heart disavows, and which
his conscience afterward condemns. But the man who hesitates to do what
he knows to be right, from any motives which he cannot justify, feels
like a scoundrel, and such was my case just now. I believed you to be
well fitted to make Mariette happy. I felt that I ought to give my
consent; and yet, there was in my breast a struggle in which I could
hardly conquer. Old prejudices, absurd habitual feelings rose up against
my reason and my sense of justice, and they nearly overcame me.”
“But why?” I asked, in a sorrowful tone. “Is there any thing I have ever
done—is there any act in my whole life, that should exclude me from
your good opinion?”
“None, none,” he said, warmly. “Do not ask me for explanations; for all
I can reply, is, that there is a history attached to your family,
regarding which you have been brought up in ignorance, both for your own
happiness, and the happiness of others. You will learn it some day; but
not from me. However, Monsieur de Lacy, the struggle is at an end;
Mariette shall be yours; but not just yet. She is very young, and it
will be better to wait awhile. I feel my health failing me, it is true,
and I have lately been very anxious for her mother and herself. She must
be yours before I die, and then such anxiety will be at an end; but I
hope to linger on yet some time longer.”
“Let me ask one question, Monsieur de Salins,” I said. “Has the history
attached to my family, which you mention, any reference to that Marquis
de Carcassonne, whom I saw in London?”
He bowed his head quietly, and setting my teeth hard, I said, in a
resolute tone, “That shall be explained, if he and I live many days
longer. The blood that flows in my veins, Monsieur de Salins—every
feeling that animates my heart, tells me that I have nothing to fear
from opening out all the acts of my father’s life to the eyes of the
whole world. I will endure this mystery no longer. If my father has been
wronged—murdered, as I am told, it is for his son to do him right. If
he has been traduced, it is for his son to justify his memory.”
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