Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Spirit of the Sublime Respectable! thou dapper doorkeeper
to all littleness, thou aider and fosterer of vanity, and selfishness,
and hardness of heart--it is to be feared that since when you first put
the (then infantine) soul of this woman into a corslet, with apparatus
of tight-lacing, its growth has not been good.
At first opening of the flood-gates, Sybilla’s tears were merely the
outporings of disappointment; but the more she wept upstairs alone, the
more she brooded and brooded, her sobs grew fewer, her tears hotter, and
at length deliberately angry. She felt herself deceived--ill used; and
her spirit chafed within her so willfully that even the loud, quick song
of Godwin’s canary-bird wrought her to extreme irritation. Poor fellow!
Had he been brought up like the light-colored canaries at home,
surrounded by respectability and yellow gauze, he might have known
himself (and Sybilla’s sorrows) better. As it was, however, he abandoned
himself to his own emotions, and, thinking perhaps of the leafy old
house in the northern suburbs, poured out his melodies like summer
rain--faster and louder as Sybilla grew more irritated. He positively
disobeyed her command to be still; the epithet “beast” he passed
contemptuously over; she stamped her feet in vain. Hopping from perch to
perch all the more readily and saucily as it had no tail worth
mentioning, still the bird went on with liveliest rattle. At length, in
a ferment of passion, Sybilla approached the cage, trembling steadily,
as a spear thrown from the hand of a strong man trembles in the earth,
seized the head of the guileless little songster, and it sang about the
leafy old house no more.
Godwin uttered no remark upon the discovery of this wickedness; but when
he retired that evening, anger and grief contending within him--fire
with flood--he placed his dead bird on a chair by the bedside, and lay
all night with his face toward it. It was the last remaining of all the
little meaningful gifts which, after the manner of lovers, Jessy had
rendered him in exchange for others. One by one they had departed from
him--got lost somehow--as if he were no more worthy of them; and there
it lay--the last and most precious, for it had a real, vocal,
interpretable language of some sort--dead enough, certainly: with
nothing interpretable about it but its dumbness now.
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