Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
That day set its seal upon the whole eternal future. So completely
fateful, so fatefully complete were the events of that day, that though
no officer of evil could desire a single addition, still one omission
would have raveled toils which not an entire afterlife could break
through. And yet how weak were those circumstances in themselves! What
mere gossamer-threads were they until strengthened by vanity and
temper--even those small vices--into bonds stronger than the seven green
withes that bound the limbs of Samson! What petty impediments they were
either to happiness or fortune, easy to be overleapt or smiled away by a
firm foot or a cheerful heart, such as ought to have belonged, and in
one case did belong, to this young woman and man! But in the morning
when they woke, a strong wall was found built up of these petty
impediments, breast high, between them: breast high, so that their
hearts could no longer beat together, nor their feet be mutually upheld,
in all the dreary vista of years through which they must yet keep
consort--a hard unreflecting face only on each side the wall forever.
For Godwin had far-away ideas of perfection in woman--thanks to Jessy
Burton; and so keenly did he feel the bitterness displayed by Sybilla,
so gross did the selfishness, the violence, the cruelty of her behaviour
appear to him, viewed apart from any unkindness displayed through it
toward himself, that whole months of repentance and affection would
hardly have restored to him his olden happiness and love. The shock was
sudden and complete; and the fact of _Jessy’s_ bird being victimized in
the shock, pointed his reflections in a direction not easily diverted,
even if there had been any prospect of diversion. But, unhappily, the
same principle which leads women to excuse and even champion the faults
of those they love most, led Sybilla to justify her feelings and their
results--to strengthen the belief that she was wronged, deceived,
unfortunate: for she loved _herself_ the most. Willful and impassioned,
the new-made wife now boldly brought before her eyes the comparison
which yesterday she glanced at with nervous obliquity, and taking a
comprehensive view of her own merits, her lady-like habits, manners,
deportment, and education, her queenly face and form, she fled from the
consciousness of wrong-doing in the reflection that she was a
“sacrifice”--that these her virtues were pearls cast before some lost
apothecary, while a hero, a future Lieutenant-General Sir Victor, was
hurrying from fields of glory in the vain hope of crowning his laurels
with such precious gems. It is easy to see how thus a pardonable
weakness might deepen even into guilt.
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