Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
From that day Godwin refused to see any physician, prescribing for
himself from a private medicine-chest; and from that day he grew rapidly
worse and worse. The olden terrors of Sybilla returned upon her as her
husband sank so palpably; she slackened her hand, withheld it altogether
in a paroxysm of mortal dread which passed very well for conjugal
affection, but still from that day he grew rapidly worse and worse. Till
in the noon of a certain night, while she was vainly endeavoring to
sleep, in an adjoining chamber, the husband called hurriedly to the
wife. The wife then rose, hastened to the door in nervous stupor, and
stood rigidly looking in from the threshold. The calm, every-day
appearance of the patient, as he sat up in his bed, restored her,
however, to confidence; and, loosening her clenched hands, she advanced
to the foot of the bed.
“Come nearer, Sybilla,” said Godwin. There was something new in the
expression of his voice, and she went to his side like one walking on a
lake. The sick man placed one arm round her.
“My wife,” he said, and the words fell whispering from his lips, soft as
the sound of falling leaves. “My wife, this fever is coming to an end.”
Sybilla shook from head to foot.
“Place your finger on this place,” he said. She touched his wrist, and
thought she recognized the difference between a pulse that beats with
blood and a pulse that beats with poison. Again Sybilla shook from head
to foot.
“And now do look into my eyes, Sybilla”--still he spoke with the same
soft voice--“I think they are growing dim.”
She glanced upward for the first time; and his eyes were not dim at all.
They were blazing at her; and before she could withdraw her glance he
uttered, “Sybilla, I shall be dead in an hour!” and so fixed her eyes
upon his face.
If life was of any value to her, it was fortunate for Sybilla at that
moment that her heart had grown accustomed to tumult; otherwise it must
have burst. As it was, she gradually withdrew her eyes from Godwin’s,
and threw herself upon the bed in a passion of tears. And as she lay,
burying her head in the clothing, a change passed over her husband’s
countenance. The fires were quenched in his eyes, and now they were
really dim--with some strange commingling of pity, and melancholy, and
agony, and even of yearning love, all in one tear. It was not, however,
a time of abiding, and it, too, passed away.
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