Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Shortly after, attired as for a journey, John Godwin stood in the street
below--a solitary, hopeless, stricken man. The day had just begun to
dawn, as fresh and beautiful as if for the first time it rolled away the
darkness from the earth. Clouds laden with soft violet light came up
from the East, and shed it all abroad; cool airs came down from the
courts of an eternal city, with a message therefrom to all who would
stop and listen. More than once did Godwin so pause in the silent
streets, listening with fixed attention, drinking the air as draughts of
water; and ever as his feet resounded on the pavement again he felt a
peaceful sleep settling over his weary spirit. Involuntarily, or rather
as a matter of course that no thinking about could affect, he bent his
steps toward the leafy old house: he had a vague intention of just
looking at it once more. And all his troubles melted away as, one by
one, he passed the old landmarks of pilgrimage. Past feelings came back
upon him, the same as of old, though robed not now in joy, but in
melancholy: the pleasures of an old man’s memory. But how fast his heart
beat as he neared the corner whence the old house, and Jessy’s chamber
in it, were visible! And there it was! the snowy curtain still flapping
in the morning air--the cactus, the roses, the geraniums--the same, the
same!
Glancing down the road at about the same time, Jessy descried a man
sitting dejectedly on the way-side bank, with his face turned steadily
toward her window. Her attention was sufficiently arrested to recall her
again and again; and still he sat there--still as before. A thousand
unformed emotions suddenly crowded within her; she felt her face grow
pale, and her heart sicken. The stranger approached timidly and with an
air of guilt; a few paces nearer, and Jessy saw not only _who_ it was,
but, by one of those wonderful laws which psychologists vainly endeavor
to expound, pretty distinctly _how_ it was. By what mysterious bridge
does soul pass over to soul? How came this loving woman to know, from
one glance at that bowed form and haggard face, that he had but now
escaped, scathed and wounded, through some fearful tribulation which it
was necessary for her to know and to share?
Without daring to look again, she knew that Godwin was approaching the
house. She went out upon the stairs to listen for his coming; and, after
some minutes, seated herself upon them with her hands clasped over her
knees, _knowing_ he would come. Her father was away on a short
journey--her mother had, months since, gone her last and longest
journey: Jessy was alone in the house with the old servant. Presently
the expected knock was heard--a faint, appealing knock, it seemed to
her; and the next moment they stood once more face to face, with the
threshold between them.
Godwin made no attempt to enter: he stood like one sinking under a heavy
burden imploring to be relieved.
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