Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Yes! yes! For God’s sake come in!” said Jessy’s trembling voice. And
the next moment, as if there he would be safest from the pursuer, she
shut the door of her own chamber upon her old lost love. “Now, John,
what is all this? What terrible things have you to tell me.”
They sat down together. With dilated eyes and parted lips she listened,
as in a very frenzy of words Godwin told his story. Now in drops of
molten fire, and now in melancholy tear-drops, he poured out his whole
soul before her, till not one agony remained unknown. In the excitement
of the story he rose from his chair; and when he had ended all, and
stood silent before her, pale and ruined, a wreck most eloquent, her old
love, her pity, her anguish burst all bonds: she clasped her arms about
his neck, pressed her cheek convulsively to his, and wept as though the
flood-gates of her heart were all broken up together. “O, my poor boy!
my poor boy! They will kill me too!”
Godwin looked down upon the sobbing girl, trusting his tongue with not a
word; and when her tears were all spent, and they stood silently apart,
he felt that it was possible to bear up manfully against all distresses,
and to go on patiently to the end. But Sybilla was not forgotten; and
whatever thoughts passed between Jessy and Godwin in the sympathy of
silence, it was of her mainly that they spoke. There was some
understanding between them regarding her; her name was the last word
uttered before farewell; which, however choked down and delayed,
whatever they yearned to say first, each to the other, but were ashamed,
had at last to be uttered. “Good-bye, then, dear Jessy,” said Godwin, as
they stood as of old in the porch before the door, and it sounded to
them both like the snatch of an old-loved, long-forgotten song. She put
her hand in his, and the direful Whither and how long? rose up before
them, and was answered in each, Anywhere, to the ends of the earth
perhaps--forever! “God bless you, dear John,” said she in a broken
voice; and yielding herself to his embrace and his kisses, she added,
“and, right or wrong, I _will_ love you, dream of you, pray for you, and
never cease till I die!” The haggard face of Godwin lit up with one last
look, revealing more than words. “O faithful, loving girl,” he said,
“what have I lost, and yet not wholly lost!” He passed through the gate,
went out upon the road, and for miles turned not his head.
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