Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The mother looked upward: the spirit’s vision was unimpaired, though the
_sight_ was fading day by day. Still she always looked upward, as if all
her consolation came from thence.
“I do not understand, sir,” she said, simply, “what you have observed
has to do with my Richard; but if you are sure the book won’t harm him,
won’t shake his faith, or make him think too highly of worldly gifts--”
She paused, and then added--
“You, sir, being a Christian man, know best. I am certain it teaches
plenty of hope _for this world_, and great reliance upon human gifts.”
“Your pardon, my good lady,” said the bookseller; “but which of our
_gifts_ is not divine?”
“Ay, sir, but we must acknowledge their origin; and, as my dear husband
used to say, not be too fond of setting the farthing-candle of reason to
give light to the sun of revelation. He made me understand _that_.”
She rose to withdraw.
“I fear you are not satisfied, even now.”
She shook her head.
“I pray night and day that he may be so guided as to win heaven. I would
fain know what to do,” she continued, still more feebly; “you are so
good to him, sir--may God bless you for it! But the lad--and that book.
I wish he had taken to it when my sight was strong, I could have read it
then: now, if he reads it to me, I think he picks out the passages he
knows I would like, and leaves the rest.”
“Did he ever read you the great man’s epitaph, written by himself?”
“Yes, sir: there is hope in the last lines about his appearing (after
death) in a new and more beautiful edition, corrected and amended by the
Author. Certainly, no bad man (Christianly speaking) could frame that.”
“Bad man!” repeated the bookseller, “_Why there are scores of editions
of his works!_”
This, as a proof of his goodness, did not strike the widow.
“Then, sir, you are quite satisfied with Richard.” The poor woman’s
hands trembled as she folded them together, and the long-suppressed
tears flowed over her cheeks. “I beg your pardon for troubling you--I
have no right to do so, you are so kind to him; only, sir, please to
remember that he has two fathers in heaven, and that I--poor creature
that I am--feel accountable to _both_. I cannot sleep by night: I fear I
neglect my duty, and yet I fear to overtax his; he gains knowledge so
quickly that I tremble for his faith; and when I am sitting alone,
between the dimness of my own sight and of the twilight, a thin, filmy
shadow stands before me, and I think that I can see the parting of its
lips, and hear them whisper--‘Where is my child--does he seek to win
Christ?’”
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