Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The compassionate bookseller gazed upon her with deep feeling; the woman
so feeble in body, yet so steadfast in what she believed right, was a
new interest to him. He rose without a word, went to a dingy escritoir,
opened the top, which folded down, and taking out a small bag of gold,
selected a sovereign. “Go homewards,” said he, “and as you go, purchase
a bottle of Port wine, and what my housekeeper calls a shin of beef.
Make it _all_, mind you, every atom, into beef tea.”
“For Richard?”
“No, woman, for yourself; the weakness of your body adds to the weakness
of your sight, and may, eventually, impair your mind. Pray, my good
soul, for _yourself_, as well as for your son. Lay out the money
faithfully for the purpose I have named; I know how it is, I know that
you feed _him_--but you devote his surplus earnings to pay your little
debts. I have seen you, on a Monday morning, enter a baker’s shop, with
a thin, marble-covered book rolled in your hand. I have seen you pay the
baker money, and you have left the shop without a loaf. Now, mind what I
say.”
“But a whole sovereign!” she said, “it is too much--might I not pay--”
“Not a farthing out of that!” he exclaimed, “why you are quite as much
of a shadow as when I saw you first. Well, if you are too proud to take
it as a gift, your son shall repay it hereafter. And do not be so
anxious about Richard; have you ever considered that great anxiety about
any earthly thing, is _want of faith_ in almighty wisdom and goodness?
Has He not taken your husband, as you believe, into his presence for
evermore? At the very time when you feared most for your boy, did not a
door open to him? and was not the crooked made straight? It has always
seemed most unaccountable to me, how people, and good people like
you--who have hope forever on their lips--suffer so much fear to enter
their hearts.”
But there was so much to cheer and encourage in the generosity and
kindness of the worthy man, and in the faithful, yet unpretending,
nature of his words, that the widow’s hope returned, at all events for a
time, to her heart as well as to her lips. She might again have
wandered--again have inquired if he thought her “little lad was quite
safe,” for she never, in her best of days, could embrace more than one
subject at a time--but his housekeeper entered with two cups of broth.
“You forget the time,” she said, abruptly, “though I’m thinking it wont
return the compliment to either of you; I can’t say much for the broth,
for the meat is not what it was long ago.”
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