Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 6, December 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 6, December 1852
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
incapable of being the sole servant to her family. She would, she knew,
have to work, literally and physically, with her own hands--be, in all
probability, her own nurse, seamstress, chamber-woman, arrange and
manage all within doors--take care of the children, set out the table,
keep the house in order, and superintend the cooking; but beyond this
she knew herself unable to the task, and she was unwilling to undertake
what she felt she could not accomplish. And then, too, should the
dreaded sickness come on--but here the dismal prospect fancy conjured up
before her did not assume so distinct a form--it was a dark, confused
picture, like those of some of the so called “old masters,” in which the
dark shadows are so deep, that they throw into complete obscurity all
the light--if, indeed, there ever was any. And so two things were
determined on. First, they would leave their former place of residence.
And, secondly, that they would not go to the west.
But what was to be the pursuit? That was the rub. As we have said,
Dawson had neither a professional nor a business education. The
universal refuge for man, that of a tiller of the soil, was open to him;
but then what knew he of farming pursuits? It is true he knew the
difference between wheat and rye when he saw them in full head, but it
is doubtful if he could distinguish either of them from grass or oats
before they had reached that state. He could tell a scythe from a
cradle, or a plough from a harrow; but how to use one or the other was
to him a most profound mystery. What kind of a hand could he make at
farming? There seemed, however, no other resource. He must make up his
mind to do something; and no matter at what he went, he must be a
beginner--a student. He was sickened of what is termed business, and he
did not think it would be more difficult to learn to be a farmer, than
it would be to become a lawyer or a doctor. Then, too, whilst the
process of acquiring knowledge was going on, he would be acquiring
something for the support of his family. It was true that whilst
studying the law, the paths of literature were open to him, and he might
do something with his pen. But then he was entirely a novice at writing
for the public, and he had judgment sufficient to know that to succeed
either as a lawyer or a literary man, he must devote himself exclusively
to one or the other. The only resource, or at least the most available,
seemed to be to await the issue of the sale, and invest the proceeds
thereof in purchasing and stocking a moderate farm.
The day at last came; the fashionable world, and the unfashionable, too,
flocked in crowds to those halls where taste and elegance had so long
reigned. The examination of the various articles was over, and the
stentorian lungs of the auctioneer were heard announcing,
“Ladies and gentlemen, the sale is about to commence, and we will begin,
if you please, with the chamber furniture, and finish with the
drawing-rooms and the glass and china.”
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