Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 6, December 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 6, December 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
sister was taken from the painter’s studio, and hung in her room. Each
succeeding year added a new balm to her wounds, until they seemed so far
back in the past, that sometimes she would almost question with herself
whether or not they had had actual existence.
“Thus twenty years of married life passed calmly and pleasantly. Sons
and daughters were growing up around her in full bloom, and all promised
that the afternoon of her life should be peace. Dame Burton had grown
old and decrepit, and bent nearly double. Her hair was white as snow,
and her face had a sort of blank, passive expression, except at times,
when her eyes would glow like half-extinguished coals, and she would
start as if some frightful object looked in upon her visions. Through
all the long day she sat in the chimney-corner, and never stirred until
the bats wheeled in the dusk, and the rude noises of day were displaced
by a stillness, so still that the bark of life might be said to move
down the noiseless river of time with muffled oars.
“One night, in the early autumn, my grandfather was gone, and my
grandmother was left alone with the family. All were quietly at rest
before she retired. That day she had been laboring hard and was
overwearied, and now a strange restlessness and loneliness of feeling
came across her. It was just at the moonrise. The moon came up looking
red and angrily over the ripening fields, glistening with dew, near at
hand, the mill-pond still and large further off, and the black and
massive woods in the distance. Those weird influences were at work,
which incline every mind at times to retrospection. And now, as over a
dim sea, from a dim seen island, came the memories of the past. She saw,
as in a dream, the mother of her childhood, who pressed her childish
hand in hers. A few years past, and she saw her die, and felt the
intense agony of that moment. A few years more were gone, and she saw
the deathbed of her other parent, and felt the keener and more enduring
pain which maturer minds must feel. Still farther, and she saw the
sister-branch, which had grown side by side with her upon the parental
tree, torn rudely away. And now she could think no more. It was too much
pain. Turning from the window, she hastily disrobed herself, and dropped
wearily upon the bed. It was some time before slumber came, and when it
did come it brought a dream. Memory, in the guise of a headless figure
with a lantern, seemed to lead her through all the past, which was
nothing more than a field covered with brambles and underbrush, and
filled with pitfalls into which she continually fell. Her flesh was torn
and bloody; but still she went on, and on, and on, and still there was
no end.
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