Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 1, January 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 1, January 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I left the University rich, accomplished, and not without academic
fame. My parents were dead, and I had but few relations. Life was before
me where to choose. I had every thing to make me happy, but—will you
believe me?—I was not so. There was a void within me. I longed for
something, and scarcely knew what. It was not for fame, for I had tasted
of that, and turned sickened away; it was not for wealth, for I enjoyed
enough of that to teach me, it would not satisfy my craving; it was
neither fashion nor ease, nor the popularity of a public man; no, from
all these I turned away athirst for higher and loftier things. What
could it be? At length I learned. My life is dated from that moment.
“It was about a year after I had graduated, when, sick of the world and
its emptiness, I left the city, in early summer for a stroll through the
mountains of the interior. You have often seen the hills of the
Susquehanna: well, I cannot stop to describe them. I was enraptured with
their beauty, and determined to loiter among them until September, and
so dismissing my servant, I took lodgings in a quiet country inn, and
assumed the character of a mountain sportsman. But I delay my story.
Hand me the wine and water.
“It was on a sporting excursion that I first saw my Isabel! Oh! if ever
the ideal beauty of the ancients, or the dreams we have in childhood of
angels’ faces, were realised in a human countenance, they were in that
of Isabel. There was a sweetness about it I cannot describe; a purity in
every line which breathed alone of heaven. Do you not believe that the
face is the impress of the mind; that our prevailing thoughts gradually
stamp themselves on our countenances, and that the sinless child and the
haggard felon alike carry the mark of their characters written upon
their brows? You do. Yes! God branded Cain as a murderer, but it was
only the brand of his wild, terrible, agonising remorse.
“From the first moment of my seeing Isabel, I felt that I had met with
that for which I had so long sought. The void in my bosom was satisfied.
I had found something holier and brighter than I had deemed earth could
give birth to, and I almost worshipped the ground where she trod. I
loved her with all the poetry and fervor of a first love. She did not
seem to me like others of her sex. There was a holiness cast around her
like the mantle of a seraph, which awed the beholder into a reverential
love. And oh! what bliss it was to gaze upon her face, to hear her
lute-like voice, and to feel that I breathed the same air with herself.
“Isabel was the daughter of a village clergyman, who had been poor
without being dependent. Her mother had been dead for many years; and
her father had followed his wife but a few months before I first met
Isabel.
“How could I help loving such a being? Wealth to me was no object: I
looked not for it in a bride. I sought for one in whom I might confide
every thought, and in finding Isabel my happiness was complete.
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