Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 2, February 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 2, February 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Yes, dearest,” I replied, “and I have sought you to-night to bid you
adieu for months—it may be for years. God only knows, Beatrice,” and I
pressed her hand against my heart, “when we shall meet again. Perhaps
you may not even hear from me; the war will doubtless cut off the
communications; and sweet one, say will you still love me, though others
may be willing to say that I have forgotten you?”
“Oh! how can you ask me? But you—will—write—won’t you?” and she
lifted those deep, dark, liquid eyes to mine, gazing confidingly upon
me, until my soul swam in ecstacy. My best answer was a renewed pressure
of that small, fair hand.
“And Beatrice,” said I, venturing upon a topic, to which I had never yet
alluded, “if they seek to wed you to another will you—you still be mine
only?”
“How can you ask so cruel a question?” was the answer, in a tone so low
and sweet, yet half reproachful, that no ear but that of a lover could
have heard it. “Oh! you know better—you know,” she added, with energy,
“that they have already planned a marriage between me and my cousin; but
never, never can I consent to wed where my heart goes not with my hand.
And now you know all,” she said tearfully, “and though they may forbid
me to think of you, yet I can never forget the past. No, believe me,
Beatrice Derwent where once she has plighted her faith, will never
afterward betray it,” and overcome by her emotions, the fair girl leaned
upon my shoulder and wept long and freely.
But I will not protract the scene. Anew we exchanged our protestations
of love, and after waiting until Beatrice had grown composed we returned
to the ball room. Under the plea of illness I saw her soon depart, nor
was I long in following. No one, however, had noticed our absence. Her
haughty uncle, in his luxurious library, little suspected the scene that
had that night occurred. But his conduct, I felt, had exonerated me from
every obligation to him, and I determined to win his ward, if fortune
favored me, in despite of his opposition. My honor was no longer
concerned against me: I felt free to act as I chose.
The British fleet meanwhile, having been seen no more upon the coast,
the communication with the north, by sea, became easy again. New York,
however, was in the possession of the enemy, and a squadron was daily
expected at the mouth of Delaware Bay. To neither of these ports,
consequently, could I obtain a passage. Nor indeed did I wish it. There
was no possibility that the Fire-Fly would enter, either, to re-victual,
and as I was anxious to join her, it was useless to waste time in a port
where she could not enter. Newport held out the only chance to me for
rejoining my vessel. It was but a day’s travel from thence to Boston,
and at one or the other of these places I felt confident the Fire-Fly
would appear before winter.
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