Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 3, March 1841 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 3, March 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 3, March 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
It was some time before Isabel perceived the change which had been
wrought in her cousin’s feelings toward herself, and when she did, the
knowledge served more than aught else, to reveal to her the state of her
own heart. She saw she could not return her cousin’s passion, though she
still loved him with the same sisterly affection as ever, and with this
discovery came that of her own love for De Courtenay. Although her equal
in rank, and even her superior in wealth, there was a romantic gallantry
in her lover which had forbade him to woo her as others of like elevated
station would have done. Though, therefore, her parent would have
sanctioned the alliance at once, he was yet ignorant of the love the
only son of his neighbor, the earl of Wardour, bore to his daughter. And
though the lady Isabel thought of her absent lover daily, there was
something—it might be maiden modesty, which made her shun breathing De
Courtenay’s name.
Several weeks had now elapsed, and months were beginning to pass away,
since the departure of De Courtenay for Flanders. The time for his
return had nearly arrived, and Isabel had even received a hasty note
from him, breathing a thousand delicate flatteries, such as lovers only
know how to pay and to receive, telling her to expect him at Deraine
Hall, on this very afternoon—yet he came not. Why did he tarry? It was
this knowledge which had made the lady Isabel watch so long from the
terrace, down the avenue of her father’s park. Little did Lorraine
think, as he gazed so devotedly into her face, that her thoughts even
then were wandering upon another.
Let it not be fancied that the lady Isabel trifled with her cousin’s
feelings. Deeply, daily was she pained at his too evident love. She
longed to tell him the truth, and yet she shrank from it. She could not
inflict such agony upon his heart. She would have given worlds to have
had the power of returning his love, but that had long since passed from
her, and like the pitying executioner, she loathed striking the blow,
which she knew must eventually be struck. And thus the story of those
two beings went on, and while both were full of joy and hope, one, at
least, had before him to drink, a cup, as yet unseen, of the bitterest
agony. Alas! for the disappointments, the worse than utter wo, which a
devoted heart experiences, when it discovers that its first deep love is
in vain.
Chapter III.
_The Letter: The Discovery._
“She loves me—she loves me,” exclaimed the page joyfully, as he stood
in a sequestered alley in the garden, a few hours later than when she
first saw him, “yes!” he exclaimed, as if he could not too often repeat
the glad tidings, “she loves me; and, poor, as I am, I may yet win her.”
As he spoke his whole countenance lighted up; his slender figure
dilated; his chest heaved; and all the lofty spirit of his sires shone
in the boy’s eyes, and spoke in his tones.
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