Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Dearest Isabel:—I know not whether to write to you; and yet why
should I not? Are we not cousins—brought up under the same
roof—taught to love each other from childhood—bound to one
another by a thousand ties? Yet we cannot meet again as we have
met! Oh! little did I think twenty-four hours ago that such
agony as I now suffer would so soon be my lot. But I will not
blame you. You never said you loved me—you never smiled on me
except as a cousin. It is only I who am wrong. Could I ever
think that you, the pure, the beautiful, the courted, would look
on a poor page with love? Yet I did: I nursed the delusion long:
and now—oh! God—the dream is forever broken.
Forgive me, dear Isabel—for I will yet once more call you by
that name—forgive me, for I scarce know what I write. I leave
you for years, perhaps forever. I go to seek a name of which you
will not be ashamed, or to die. God bless you, again and again,
and again dearest Isabel! May you be happy. Once more God bless
you!
The tears of the maiden fell thick and fast as she perused this
passionate epistle, and she sighed,
“Poor, poor Lorraine—would we had never met, or that you had never
loved.”
The absence of the page was felt throughout the castle, for all had
loved the generous and high-souled boy. For many a long day the old
servitors loved to recall his boyish deeds, and augur a glorious career
for the young soldier. And often, as Isabel sat in her splendid chamber,
while twilight deepened through the gorgeously curtained windows, her
thoughts would wander away after her absent cousin, and taking the
melancholy hue of the hour, she would indulge in mournful memories of
the past, and sigh that she could make no return to Lorraine except what
was all too cold for him,—her friendship. Even De Courtenay, could he
have read her thoughts at such moments, would have pardoned her that
involuntary pang.
Chapter V.
_The Young Soldier._
It was the eve of a battle. Far along the sides of the hill stretched
the camp of the allies, the long lines of white tents gleaming in the
starlight, and the death-like silence of the sleeping army filling the
mind with an awe, second only to that inspired by the holy silence of
the calm and peaceful stars above. Below was a wide extensive valley,
through which wound a narrow river, while here and there along the plain
were scattered rich farms, and solemn woodlands. On the opposite range
of uplands, the camp of the enemy might be detected by the long-line of
watch-fires glittering on the horizon. Occasionally the neigh of a
steed, or the “all’s well!” of the sentinel, floated past on the night
air. All else was still. A profound calm reigned where to-morrow would
be heard the shouts of thousands, the booming of artillery, and the
clash of meeting squadrons.
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