Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The whole camp was ringing with the deeds of Lorraine. The days of
Roland were revived. Old and young, officers and soldiery conversed only
of the youthful hero who had already won for himself the title of “the
bravest of the brave.” Not only in his first battle, but in every
successive engagement, Lorraine had achieved wonders. He had already
been promoted through several grades; general officers and titled
princes courted his society; and, as if by an enchanter’s wand, in less
than a year from the opening of his career as a soldier, the name of the
unknown page was ringing in every capital of Europe. Oh! how delicious
was it for him to know that Isabel heard of his deeds, and that though
she might not love, she could not pity him. No, he had saved himself
from that. His vow had been fulfilled. He had become renowned.
A strange friendship had sprung up between Lorraine and him whom he had
rescued. The grateful De Courtenay had sought the intimacy of his
preserver in such a way as could not be refused, and though it was, at
first, agony for Lorraine to be the confidant of his rival, yet he could
not avoid it without insulting his new friend, or exposing his own
hopeless love. But the former course he scorned: and to the latter
alternative he could not listen. He was forced, therefore, to endure in
silence that, which, like the vulture of Prometheus, was eating out his
vitals. Daily did De Courtenay pour into his ear his tale of love,
thinking that as the relative of Isabel, Lorraine would sympathise with
his long continued separation, and join in the praises of his mistress;
but little did the generous young nobleman know of the agony he was thus
inflicting upon his new friend.
Meantime the war continued. Siege after siege, and battle after battle
marked the conquering career of the allies, and in every brilliant
action the deeds of the young hero shone forth with unabated lustre. In
the hottest of the conflict, heading the assault or leading a charge,
Lorraine was ever to be found, seeming to bear a charmed life.
Yet the cheek of the young hero grew thinner daily, and amid all his
splendid and rapidly increasing renown, it was plain that his unquiet
spirit was tossing to and fro within him, and wearing out his very
existence. His brow grew darker as if with long years of care; his eye
burned with a deep, restless, almost wild brilliancy; and his port
became prouder and prouder, for he grew more lofty as the struggle with
himself became fiercer. Yes! the contest was still waged against his
unhappy love,—how hopelessly, let others in the same situation tell.
His was not the love of days, or weeks, or months, but of years: his was
not an evanescent feeling of admiration, but the deep, fathomless
passion of one whose whole soul was consumed by his love. How could he
conquer such an emotion? No, he might fly from Isabel, but could he fly
from himself? His love had become a part of his being: it was his
sustenance, his life.
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