Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“You showed _her_ none!” he answered hoarsely.
“I repent—I shall make amends.”
“Too late—she is dying.”
“Oh, God, stop!—you strangle me! I am not fit to die.”
“So much the better. Die—villain, die!” and with a desperate exertion
he bore me to the floor. I essayed in vain to release myself from his
deadly grasp. A moment more, and death would have rescued me; but the
Almighty ordained that I should live to reap the fruits of my crimes.
Involuntarily, as the agonies of dissolution came upon me, my hand
sought one of those small daggers, with which an Italian is never
unprovided. I drew it from my bosom. I raised it to strike. Da Vinci saw
his danger; but he was too late. With irresistible strength I plunged it
in his side. He uttered no groan; he rolled from my person a dead man. I
stooped over the bleeding corpse in mute horror. The eyes were fixed
upon me with a glassy gaze. It was a fearful spectacle—one which was
well calculated to strike awe into the bosom of a murderer.
I turned a searching eye toward the prostrate form of my daughter. It
was inanimate. No sign of life or recognition illumined her ghastly
countenance. She had evidently swooned. As if in mockery of the dreadful
tragedy which had just transpired, the infant boy slumbered peacefully
by her side. The reproach was more than I could bear. Guilt—guilt was
whispered in my ear by a thousand voices. I rushed from the
blood-stained spot. I hurried to my desolate home. Here new miseries
awaited me, I bolted the doors; but they afforded me no security. I
drank deeply—but inebriation came not. I endeavored to sleep; but my
horrors were increased. This fearful state drove me to desperation. I
tried to pray: the Almighty heard me not. My heart was too black—too
guilty. Night had come. My sufferings were too intense for human
endurance. The lonely and ruinous garret in which I lay, augmented the
dreadful vividness with which I created the most revolting phantasmas in
every recess and corner; and the hollow moaning of the wind against the
roof filled my soul with ominous and harrowing sensations. A strange—an
indefinable desire to return to the scene of death, took possession of
my mind. It became too absorbing—too interminable to be resisted. The
moon had by this time ascended her throne in all her queenliness and
majesty. I rushed rapidly through the empty streets to the quay for the
night-gondoliers; and aided by the moonlight, soon succeeded in reaching
_San Francesco della Vigna_. Hastily dismissing the gondolier, I won my
way to the abode of the dead. An ominous silence reigned around it. I
shuddered—I turned pale; but I did not hesitate. Up the tottering
stairs I rushed; the door of the death-room was open; and my eyes at
once fell upon a picture which is indelibly engraved on my memory.
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