Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Valeria had, on recovering her senses, crept to the body of her husband.
She held the slumbering babe in one arm, while with the other she raised
the head of the dead man and reclined it on her bosom. She knew he was
dead—that he would never wake again; she saw the life-blood oozing from
his heart; but her devotion was superior to the evidence of her senses;
her constancy to the sword of death. She chafed his temples; she fondly
smoothed his hair; she kissed again and again his icy lips; and she
fervently prayed for the salvation of the dead. A pale, unearthly glow
was thrown over the group by occasional glances of the moon-beams; and
everything conspired to strike me with awe and remorse. But I was not
susceptible of the better feelings of humanity. I possessed no refined
sensibility. Whatever I felt was common to the lowest of God’s creation.
“Why,” I cried in a hollow voice, “why must this be? Why must my peace
be blasted by such scenes as these? I murdered him—is it not enough
that he should die? I seek nothing from him after death. Why—why do you
persecute me, Omnipotent God!”
“See!” shrieked a piercing voice, “see what you have done!”
For a moment I could not answer. The anguish of the accuser deprived me
of speech. But at length I stammered out,
“I did but defend my life.”
“You drove him mad.”
“He ruined, deceived, beggared me.”
“It is a calumny!” said Valeria, with flashing eyes, seeming for an
instant to forget her grief in indignation at the charge, “he honored
you!”
“I forgive him.”
“He is dead.”
I was silent. The last words were said in a voice of such exquisite
anguish that they went to my heart—stony as it was. If ever a pang of
remorse vibrated in my soul it was then. Valeria regarded me with an
expression more of sorrow than of anger. She clasped the infant to her
arms as if it were now her only solace; and burst into a flood of tears.
“Father,” she murmured, when her agitation had in some measure subsided;
“the hand of death is upon me. God in his infinite goodness has given
you the means of atonement for your crimes. A few hours and I shall be
no more. Take my child—you are rich—rich in worldly things—take him,
and have him brought up as he should be. I rely on you—I beseech you—I
command you! You cannot be so utterly callous to humanity, as to refuse;
let him not die in this miserable place. O, be kind to him—be more
merciful to him than you were to my poor, dead husband!”
Exhausted and heart-broken, the young mother sank upon the corpse of the
murdered man. Her eyes grew dim; her breathing became short and violent;
her hands and lips seemed bloodless; and after a few spasms she lay
still. I approached her. I placed my hand upon her heart. Already her
skin was cold and clammy. The sufferer was dead!
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