Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 1, January 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 1, January 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I’m getting to be very comfortable now, for I’ve got every thing around
me that a man can desire in the woods, except money; and I’ve little use
for that except to pay the last instalment; but I can’t bear to keep
that woman so lonely and sad for want of company! The old soldier’s
daughter comes over to see us once a month; but that is little for one
who used to have a dozen young friends always around her in Connecticut,
even if she was poor. To tell the truth, though the woods are full of
venison and wild turkies, and quails and squirrels to be had for the
shooting, and though Tom can catch a mess of trout in the milk trough at
any time,—for he lets his line run into the tunnel and there seems to
be no end to them—yet I can’t help thinking that if I had laid out my
three hundred dollars of hers and my savings in old Connecticut—if I
had worked half as hard there as I have done here, and she had gone on
teaching school, we should both have been happier and richer than we are
now. So I think I shall soon pull up stakes, sell out, and go to the
prairies, where God makes the clearings, as you said, on the road—and
it’s real hard work for a man, I can tell you!”
This last remark threw me into a revery of no pleasing nature; and I, in
turn, retreated into the shade, as the light of the pine-knot subsided
and the wife reëntered. I was dreaming of the future, when, the buoyancy
of early manhood being over, stubborn habit would _compel_ our really
worthy host after all rational motive for change should have
flown!—“Thou art one of a genus,” I mentally ejaculated. “The mark of
the wanderer is on thy brow—
“For thus I read thy destiny,
And cannot be mistaken.”
There was much conversation afterwards; and at intervals I gleaned the
strong points of his history, and that of her whose fate he now
controlled. But I was busy with my dream! Peering into the far off
future, I saw him in the last of his _flittings_!—deserted by those who
should be the props of his age, but whose youthful fire would not permit
them to remain inactive in the wilderness, after pictures of eastern
wealth and luxury, clad in all the glorious hues of memory, had been
rendered familiar as nursery tales by their suicidal parents. I saw him
in the evening of his days—and where?—seated by his feeble and
exhausted, though still affectionate partner, at the door of an
ill-provided cabin, far in the north-west—Far beyond the present range
of the pioneer! The gloom of night was slowly dropping its curtain
around them, though the phosphorescent snow gave dim illumination to the
broad and trackless expanse of the prairie—trackless then, even by the
exterminated Buffalo. _There_ were none even of the few conveniences of
his present wood-land home; for the genius and the skill which had once
enabled him to bend the stubborn gifts of nature to his will, were
chilled by the frosts of age.
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