Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 3, March 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 3, March 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Not that I did not love thee,” he said, “Marguerite! Not that I did not
pardon thee thy brief inconstancy, caused as it was by evil arts of
which we will say nothing now—since he who plotted them hath suffered
even above his merits, and is—we trust—now pardoned! Not for these
causes, nor for any of them—have I declined thine hand thus far—but
that the King commanded, judging it in his wisdom best for both of us.
Now Armand is gone hence—and let all doubt and sorrow go hence with
him! Let all your tears, all my suspicions be buried in his grave
forever. I take your hand, dear Marguerite—I take you as mine honored
and loved bride—I claim you mine forever!”
Thus far the girl had listened to him, not blushingly, nor with a
melting eye; nor with any sign of renewed hope or rekindled happiness in
her pale features—but with cold resolute attention—but now she put
away his hand very steadily, and spoke with a firm unfaltering voice.
“Be not so weak!” she said. “Be not so weak, Charles de La-Hirè!—nor
fancy me so vain! The weight and wisdom of years have passed above my
head since yester morning—then was I a vain, thoughtless girl—now am I
a stern wise woman. That I have sinned is very true—that I have
betrayed thee—wronged thee! It may be, had you spoke pardon
yesterday—it might have been all well! It may be it _had been_ dishonor
in you to take me to your arms—but if to do so had been dishonor
yesterday, by what is it made honor now? No! no! Charles de La-Hirè—no!
no!—I had refused thee yesterday, hadst thou been willing to redeem me,
by self-sacrifice, _then_ from the convent walls!—I had refused thee
_then_, with love warming my heart toward thee—in all honor! Force me
not to reject thee _now_ with scorn and hatred. Nor dare to think that
Marguerite de Vaudreuil will owe to man’s compassion, what she owes not
to love! Peace! Charles de La-Hirè—I say, peace! my last words to thee
have been spoken, and never will I hear more from thee! And now, Sir
King, hear thou—may God judge between thee and me, as thou hast judged.
If I _was_ frail and fickle, nature and God made woman weak and
credulous—but made man _not_ wise, to deceive and ruin her. If I sinned
deeply against this Baron De La-Hirè—I sinned not knowingly, nor of
premeditation! If I sinned deeply, more deeply was I sinned
against—more deeply was I left to suffer!—even hadst thou heaped no
more brands upon the burning. If to bear hopeless love—to pine with
unavailing sorrow—to repent with continual remorse—to writhe with
trampled pride!—if these things be to suffer, then, Sir King, had I
enough suffered without thy _just_ interposition!” As she spoke, a
bitter sneer curled her lip for a moment; but as she saw Henry again
about to speak, a wilder and higher expression flashed over all her
features—her form appeared to distend—her bosom heaved—her eye
glared—her ringlets seemed to stiffen, as if instinct with life “Nay!”
she cried, in a voice clear as the strain of a silver trumpet—“nay!
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