Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Do not speak so harshly Clifton, if the fault is all mine, most
certainly the misery is also!”
“Of what avail is it to speak otherwise?” he said sternly, “you deserve
wretchedness, and it is only the sure result of your precious system.”
“Did you ever encourage me to reform, or point out the way?” urged Lucy,
gently.
“I married a woman for a companion, not a child to instruct her,” he
answered bitterly.
“Ay—but I was a child! happy—so happy in that olden time, with all to
love, and none to chide me. A child, even in years, when you took me for
a wife—too soon a mother, shrinking from my responsibilities, and
without courage to meet my trials. I found no sympathy to encourage
me—no forbearance that my years were few—no advice when most I needed
it—no tenderness when my heart was nearly breaking. It is the first
time, Clifton, I have reproached you; but the worm will turn if it is
trodden upon,” and Lucy left the room. It was strange, even to herself,
that she had spoken so freely, yet it seemed a sort of relief to the
anguish of her heart. That he had allowed her to depart without reply
did not surprise her; it may be doubted, although her heart pined for
it, if ever she expected tenderness from Clifton more. It was perhaps an
hour after her conversation with Clifton, Lucy sat alone in the nursery;
her baby was asleep in the cradle beside her; they were alone together,
and as she gazed on its happy face, she hoped with an humble hope, to
rear it up, that it might be enabled to _give_ and receive happiness.
There was a slight rap at the door; she opened it, and a glad cry
escaped her,—“Uncle Joshua!” she exclaimed. He took her in his arms for
a moment,—that kindly and excellent old man, while a tear dimmed his
eye as he witnessed her joy at seeing him. She drew a stool towards him,
and sat down at his feet as she had often done before in her happy,
girlish days; she was glad when his hand rested on her head, even as it
had done in another time; she felt a friend had come back to her, who
had her interest nearly at heart, who had loved her long and most
tenderly. Mr. Tremaine was the brother of Lucy’s mother—he had arrived
in town unexpectedly; indeed had come chiefly with a view of discovering
the cause of Lucy’s low-spirited letters—he feared all was not right,
and as she was the object of almost his sole earthly attachment, he
could not rest in peace while he believed her unhappy. He was fast
approaching three score years and ten; never was there a warmer heart, a
more incorruptible, or sterling nature. Eccentric in many things,
possessing some prejudices, which inclined to ridicule in himself, no
man had sounder common sense, or a more careful judgment. His hair was
white, and fell in long smooth locks over his shoulders; his eye-brows
were heavy, and shaded an eye as keen and penetrating as though years
had no power to dim its light. The high, open brow, and the quiet
tenderness that dwelt in his smile, were the crowning charms of a
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