Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“A man has cause for sorrow, when a wife fully believes his love for her
is gone. Nothing can be more disheartening—nothing hardens the heart
more fearfully, and sad indeed is the lot of that woman who bears the
evils of matrimony without the happiness that often counterbalances
them. We, who are of harder natures, have too little sympathy, perhaps
too little thought for her peculiar trials.” Gently then, as a father to
an only son, the old man related to Clifton all that had passed between
Lucy and himself. More than once he saw his eyes moisten and strong
emotion manifest itself in his manly countenance. A something of
remorseful sorrow filled his heart, and its shadow lay on his face.
“Uncle Joshua” read aright the expression, and his honest heart beat
with joy at the prospects he thought it opened before them. Always
wise-judging he said nothing further, but left him to his own
reflections. And Clifton did indeed reflect long and anxiously: he saw
indeed how much his own conduct had discouraged his wife, while it had
been a source of positive unhappiness to her. He went at length to seek
her;—she was alone in the parlor reading, or rather a book was before
her, from which her eyes often wandered, until her head sank on the arm
of the sofa, and a heavy sigh came sadly on the ear of Clifton. “Lucy,
dear Lucy, grieve no more! We have both been wrong, but I have erred the
most—having years on my side and experience. Shall we not forgive each
other, my sweet wife?” and he lifted her tenderly in his arms, and
kissed the tears as they fell on her cheek.
“I have caused you much suffering, Lucy, I greatly fear;—your faults
occasioned me only inconvenience. Dry up your tears, and let me hear
that you forgive me, Lucy.”
“I have nothing to forgive,” exclaimed Lucy. “Oh, I have been wrong,
very wrong!—but if you had only encouraged me to reform, and sustained
and aided me in my efforts to do so by your affection, so many of our
married days would not have passed in sorrow and suffering.”
“I feel they would not,” said Clifton, moved almost to tears. “Now,
Lucy, the self-exertion shall be mutual. I will never rest until I
correct the violence of temper, that has caused you so much pain. You
have but one fault, procrastination—will you strive also to overcome
it?”
“I will,” said Lucy; “but you must be very patient with me, and rather
encourage me to new exertions. I have depended too long on your looks
not to be influenced by them still—my love, Clifton, stronger than your
own, fed on the memory of our early happiness, until my heart grew sick
that it would never return. Oh! if you could love me as you did then,
could respect me as once you did, I feel I could make any exertion to
deserve it.”
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