Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Years passed on, and brought their usual chances and charges. Caroline
became a mother, and fancied that her cares were quite too heavy for her
to bear alone. Edith was therefore summoned to assist and soon found
herself occupying a similar station in her sister’s nursery to that
which she had long filled at home. The baby was often sick and always
cross; nobody but Edith could manage him, and therefore Edith took the
entire charge of him, while the mother paid visits and the nurse
gossiped in the kitchen. Maria too began to assert claims upon her. She,
poor thing, was entirely too young for the duties she had undertaken.
Thoughtless, fond of dress, and profuse in household expenditure, she
had no idea of systematic housekeeping, and Edith was called in to place
matters on a better footing. But before Maria had attained her
eighteenth year, her family was rather liberally increased by the
addition of twin daughters, and again the agency of the useful sister
was required. Her girlhood had been consumed amid womanly cares, and now
her years of blooming womanhood were to be wasted in supplying the
deficiencies of those who had incurred responsibilities which exceeded
their powers. Yet Edith never thought of murmuring. She had been so long
accustomed to live for others that self-sacrifice had now become
habitual, and she never dreamed too much might be asked of or granted by
sisterly affection.
It is a common remark that the years seem to grow shorter as we advance
in life, and they who could once exclaim “_a whole year!_” in accents of
unqualified alarm at its length, at last find themselves referring to
the same space in the careless tone of indifference as “_only a year_.”
Twelve months had seemed almost an eternity to Edith when her lover
first bade her farewell, and the time that intervened between his
letters to her brother seemed almost endless. But as she became
engrossed in new cares, and her youth began to slip by, the years seemed
to revolve with greater speed, even although Charles was now in a
distant part of the country and the correspondence between him and her
lover if it was still continued, never met her eye. She had formed an
intimacy with Edward’s mother, and, as the old lady was very fond of
needle-worked pin-cushions, net purses, worsted fire screens, and all
such little nick nacks if obtained without expense, Edith was soon
established in her good graces. She was thus enabled to see Edward’s
letters to his parents, and though they were very business-like
commonplace affairs, not at all resembling a lady’s beau-ideal of a
lover’s epistle, still Edith was satisfied. It was strange that so
strong, so abiding, so pervading a passion should have taken possession
of a creature so gentle, so almost cold in her demeanor. But the calmest
exterior often conceals the strongest emotions, and, if the flow of
Edith’s feelings was quiet it was only because they worked for
themselves a deeper and less fathomable channel.
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