Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 5, May 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Seventeen years,—a long period in the annals of time, and a longer in
the records of the heart;—seventeen years passed ere Edward Ellis
returned to his native land. He had left it a romantic warm-hearted
youth and he returned a respectable, intelligent, wealthy man. The
ambition which would have led him to seek literary fame, had been
expended in search of other distinctions in the world of commerce. He
had become a keen observer of men and an acute student of the more
sordid qualities of human nature—in a word, he had devoted his fine
energies to the acquisition of wealth, and as his father predicted, he
had so well availed himself of his opportunities that he was both an
enlightened and rich merchant. But the romance of his early days had
long since passed away. The imaginative student was concealed or rather
lost in the man of the world. Thrown upon his own resources, in a
foreign land, and surrounded by strangers he had learned to think and
act for himself. He had acquired the worldly wisdom which enabled him to
study his own interests, and it is not strange that selfishness should
have mingled its alloy with his naturally amiable character. During his
long sojourn abroad no claims had been made upon his affections, he had
lived unloving and unloved, and the warm current of his feelings seemed
gradually to have become chilled. When seen through the mist of absence,
or viewed through the long vista of time, the familiar faces of his
distant home, faded into vague and indistinct images. He returned to the
scenes of his youth with a feeling of strangeness and the remembrances
at every step of his approach were rather mournful than pleasant to his
soul.
Edward Ellis had been several days at home, he had fully answered all
the claims filial and fraternal duty, and received the congratulations
of the friends who are always found ready to note one’s good fortune,
ere he bent his steps towards the dwelling of Edith Pemberton. His
feelings in this as in most other things were materially altered. His
early passion, like his aspirations after fame, had become but as a
dream of the past, a shadow of some unattainable felicity. The hope
which once made his love a source of anticipated happiness, had long
since faded from his sight, and as time passed on, a tender and
melancholy interest, such as one feels when regarding the youthful dead,
was the only emotion which the recollection of Edith could inspire. He
had outlived the affection which he had designed to be the measure of
their existence. The flower had been blighted by the cold breath of
worldliness, and so many sordid interests had occupied his heart since,
that every trace of its beauty was lost forever. Not with a wish to
revive old feelings, but from a morbid restless unsatisfied yearning
towards the past, Ellis betook himself to the abode of his once loved
Edith.
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