Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 6, June 1842Various
Science
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 6, June 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
From the day when I left ——, the health of Ellen had begun gradually
to droop. At first her friends noticed only that she was less gay than
usual, and once or twice they alluded jestingly to me as the secret of
her loss of spirits. But when the expression of agony, which at such
times would flit across her face, was noticed, her friends ceased their
allusions. Meanwhile her health began sensibly to be affected. She ate
little. She slept in fitful dozes. No amusement could drive away the
settled depression which seemed to brood upon her spirits. Her friends
resorted to everything to divert her mind, but all was in vain. With a
sad, sweet smile, she shook her head at their efforts, as if she felt
that they could do nothing to reach her malady.
At length she caught a slight cold. She was of a northern constitution,
and when this cold was followed by a permanent cough, her friends
trembled lest it foreboded the presence of that disease, which annually
sweeps off its thousands of the beautiful and gay. Nor were they long in
doubt. Their worst fears were realised. Consumption had fixed its iron
clutch on her heart, and was already tugging at its life-strings. The
worm was gnawing at the core of the flower, and the next rough blast
would sweep it from the stalk. As day by day passed, she drew nearer to
the grave. Her eye grew sunken, but an unnatural lustre gleamed from its
depths—the hectic flush blazed on her cheek—and that dry hacking
cough, which so tortures the consumptive, while it snaps chord after
chord of life, hourly grew worse.
At an early period of Ellen’s illness, Mrs. Neville, who had been to the
orphan girl a second mother, divined the secret of her niece’s malady.
She did not, however, urge her confidence on her charge, but Ellen soon
saw that her aunt knew all. There was a meaning in her studied avoidance
of my name, which could not be mistaken. Ellen’s heart was won by this
delicacy, until, one day, she revealed everything. Mrs. Neville pressed
her to her bosom at the close of the confession, and, though nothing was
said, Ellen felt that the heart of her second mother bled for her.
As death drew nearer, Ellen’s thoughts became gradually freed from this
world. But she had still one earthly desire—she wished to see me before
she died. Only to Mrs. Neville, however, was this desire confided, and
even then without any expectation that it could be gratified. When,
however, the Arrow stopped so opportunely in ——, her petitions became
so urgent, that Mrs. Neville sent for me. With a sad heart I obeyed her
summons.
“The dear girl,” she said, when she met me in the ante-room, “would not
be denied, and, indeed, I had not the heart to refuse her. Oh! Mr.
Cavendish, you will find her sadly changed. These are fearful trials
which God, in his good providence, has called us to undergo,” and tears
choked her further utterance. I was scarcely less affected.
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