Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 6, June 1842Various
Science
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 6, June 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“No, no,” she said touchingly, “this world is not for me; I am but a
poor bruised reed—it were better I were cast aside. But weep not, for
oh! I meant not to upbraid you. No, never, even in my first agony, have
I blamed _you_—and it was to tell you this that I prayed I might
survive. Yes! dearest—for it cannot be wrong now to confess my love—I
would not that you should suppose I condemned you even in thought. You
saved my life—and I loved you before I knew it myself. You weep—I know
you do not despise me—had we met under better auspices, the result
might have been—” here her voice choked with emotion—“might have been
different.” I could only press her hand. “Oh! this is bliss,” she
murmured, after a pause. “But it was not so to be,” she added, in a
moment, with a saddened tone, which cut me to the heart. “I should love
to see her of whom you speak—she is very beautiful, is she not? In
heaven the angels are all beautiful.” Her mind wandered. “I have heard
their music for days, and every day it is clearer and lovelier. Hear!”
and with her finger raised, her eye fixed on the air, and a rapt smile
on her radiant countenance, she remained a moment silent.
Tears fell from us like rain. But by and bye, her wandering senses
returned; and a look of unutterable wo passed over her face. Oh! how my
heart bled. I know not what I said; I only know that I strove to soothe
the dying moments of that sweet saint, so suffering, yet so forgiving. A
look of happiness once more lightened up her face, and, with a sweet
smile, she talked of happiness and heaven. As we thus communed, our
hearts were melted. Gradually her voice assumed a different tone,
becoming sweeter and more liquid at every word, while her eyes shone no
longer with that fitful lustre, but beamed on me the full effulgence of
her soul once more.
“Raise me up,” she said. I passed my arm around her, and gently lifted
her up. Her head reposed on my shoulder, while her hand was still
clasped in mine. She turned her blue eyes on me with a seraphic
expression, such as only the sainted soul in its parting moment can
embody, and whispered—
“Oh! to die thus is sweet! Henry, dear Henry—God bless you! In heaven
there is no sorrow,” and then, in incoherent sentences, she murmured of
bright faces, and strange music, and glorious visions that were in the
air. The dying musician said that he then knew more of God and nature
than he ever knew before, and it may be, that, as the soul leaves the
body, we are gifted with a power to see things of which no mortal here
can tell. Who knows? In our dying hour we shall learn.
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