Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 1, July 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 1, July 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
resumed his former pursuits the plague spot of infidelity had already
given evidence of the fatal disease which was spreading over his moral
nature.
If my tale were designed only for the eye of the student of human
nature, I might dwell long upon the strange incongruity of feeling and
action, the wonderful contrariety between principle and practice, and
all the complicated workings of a wayward heart, which characterized the
deceptive course of the young student. With his usual timid hypocrisy he
concealed every real feeling, every genuine impulse. His conduct was
apparently irreproachable, his principles seemed unimpeachable, and he
even schooled himself to come forward and enrol himself beneath the
banner of the cross, when he was but too conscious that he had already
trampled the holy emblem beneath his feet. Why did he carry his deceit
to such an awful extent? Alas! who can tell just where the waves of sin
may stay their whelming force? He feared the world’s dread laugh at his
apostacy, he shrunk from the scorn of all good men, and, above all, his
mind absolutely cowered at the thought of his sister’s bitter wrath. So
he buried his secret within his own bosom, and trusting to some future
chance to rescue him from the irksome duties of his profession, prepared
himself for the ceremony of ordination. But he was not yet sensible of
the terrible power of Conscience.
The day came, and, as usual, crowds were assembled to witness the
dedication of the youthful candidates. The two young men—for Alfred had
a companion, a pious, humble-minded, meek-hearted youth—stood before
the altar to offer their vows. Madeline, the weeping but happy
Madeline—who had sacrificed her youth and health and beauty, aye and
the hopes ever dearest to a woman’s heart, to this one darling hope—was
there too, and as she looked on her brother bending before the altar,
while his bright curls just caught one straggling sunbeam which shed a
glory around his youthful brow, she was heard to murmur “Lo, here am I,
Lord, and the child which thou hast given me.”
The services commenced—the prayers of the congregation had arisen to
Heaven, the incense of praise had floated upward on the solemn melody of
the organ, the exhortation to the candidates had been affectionately
uttered by an aged pastor, and the moment came when the presentation of
the two was made to the Bishop by the officiating clergyman. The solemn
appeal was then uttered—
“_Brethren, if there be any of you who knoweth any impediment or any
notable crime on either of these persons for the which he ought not to
be admitted to the holy office, let him come forth in the name of God
and show what the crime or impediment is._”
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