Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Very glad am I that, as you tell me, Marian, you have not suffered
aught or done aught evil—and I trust that you tell me truly. Beyond
this I cannot, I confess it, sympathize with you at all; for in order to
sympathize one must understand, and that you know I do not. What sin you
should have thought of I cannot so much as conceive—but as you say you
have resisted your temptations hitherto—but, oh! what possible
temptations to aught evil can have beset you in this dear, peaceful
home?—I doubt not that you will be strengthened to resist them farther.
You tell me, Marian, that you would not plant a thorn in my calm
bosom—it is true that my bosom was calm yester morn, and very
happy—but now I should speak falsely were I to say it is so. What
_thorn_ you could plant in my heart I know not—nor how you could
suppose it—but this I _do know_, Marian, that you have set distrust,
and dark suspicion, and deep sorrow in my soul this morning. Distrust of
yourself, dear Marian—for what can these half confidences breed except
distrust—suspicion of I know not, wish not to know, dare not to fancy
what—deep sorrow that already, even from one short separation, a great
gulf is spread out between us. I will not press you _now_ to tell me any
more, but this I must impress upon you, that you have laid a burthen
upon me which, save you only, no earthly being can remove, which nothing
can alleviate except its prompt removal. Nay! Marian, nay! answer me
nothing now, nothing in this strong heat of passionate emotion; think of
it at your calmer leisure, and if you can, in duty to yourself and
others, give me your ample confidence, I pray you, Marian, do so. In the
mean time, go to your chamber, dearest, and wipe away these traces of
your tears, and rearrange your hair. Our guests will be assembled before
this, to break their fasts in the south oriel chamber, and I have
promised Ernest that we will all ride out and see his falcons fly this
beautiful morning.”
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