Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“But to my story. We had been out three or four days, with favorable
winds, and the sea and sky had revealed to us each day their varied
aspect of beauty. A change had been threatening through the day, and as
the night approached the dense settling of the vapors seemed to hem us
in, and that strange utterance of the elements, where they call from
point to point, holding as they do undivided empire over the world of
waters, was sublime, not to say appalling. Mrs. Lacey was a timid woman,
and though the thread of life seemed every moment ready to sunder, she
still clung to it with a wild tenacity. Ellen thought not of herself,
and I believe she would have shrunk from witnessing the fearful uproar
about us, as the vessel plunged onward, bravely onward, yet helpless
even in her strength. I was leaning against the companion-way, alive to
an almost painful sense of sublimity, when the light form of Anne rushed
into my arms, and clasping hers about me she buried her face in my
bosom.
“‘Oh! Charles, dear brother Charles, don’t send me back—let me stay
with you and I shall fear nothing.’
“I gathered the sweet child to my bosom, and by a strange instinct
approached the tafferel of the ship. I became aware of a sudden and
terrible tumult—of a blackness even more dense than the thick clouds
about us. Anne clung convulsively to my neck, and I instinctively put
out my hands for support, for there was a fearful crash, a wild reeling
beneath me, and I felt myself lifted from my feet and borne onward in
the thick darkness. I was clinging to the chains of a larger ship that
had crossed our track in that fearful storm, and had passed over her
gallant souls, leaving all to perish, save us two so wondrously
preserved.
“When afflictions come singly upon ourselves we are overpowered with a
sense of desolation; we tread the wine-press alone, and the burden is
often too much for human endurance; but when the calamity is general the
individual is merged in the many, and the selfishness of grief is
forgotten. I scarcely wept for the gentle and beautiful Ellen. I was
conscious of a dull aching weight of bereavement; but then I felt as an
atom, a quivering, vital one indeed, but yet only as an atom in the
great mass of human suffering. The ocean, too, pure and deep, seemed a
fit resting place for the good and lovely.
“When Anne awoke to consciousness, she called frantically for her mother
and sister. Slowly and gently I revealed the sad reality. She stood with
her little hands clasped, her wet hair streaming over her shoulders, and
those deep earnest eyes gazing into mine with an intensity that pained
me to the very heart. When all had become clear to her, she dropped her
hands slowly and the tears gathered into her eyes; then, as by a new
impulse, she drew herself to my bosom, and nestled there, like a dove,
weary and desolate.
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