Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Never shall I forget the wild delight with which she hailed our
approach to land, nor the care with which she nurtured the plants that
were to relieve the monotony of the voyage—the touching gratitude with
which she received the gift of a bird or animal that was to be her
especial pet. And then to mark her many little expedients to preserve
the order and taste of her poor garments: true, nothing could be more
picturesque than her half oriental costume, the loose trowsers and robe
confined by a girdle that every sailor vied in keeping tasteful. Her
dark, changeful eyes and luxuriant hair might well afford to meet a skin
embrowned by exposure, but rich with the brightest hue of health. The
sailors called her the little queen, from her proud air, and the
officers applied a thousand aristocratic epithets, all indicating a
playful reverence. She was a child in heart, but a woman in manner.
“I need not recount her studies, nor that pretty reserve that made her
apply to me, and to me only, for aid. Alas! I knew not the poison I thus
imbibed. I dreamed not that that sweet child could ever be aught to me
but a sister.
“At length, after an absence of four years, I placed the dear girl under
the protection of my mother. I was an only child, and she received Anne
as the gift of God, a new object of attachment.
“But why dwell upon these things? Why tell how the child ripened into
womanhood—beautiful, most beautiful, not in feature merely, though even
there few of her sex were her equals; but beautiful in thought, in
voice, and motion—that combination of parts, that wondrous result of
grace, even where shades may be defective yet producing an harmonious
whole? Why tell how her confiding, sisterly attachment remained
unshaken, while I learned to love her with all the fervor of manhood? I
felt it was hopeless, and became an exile from home, that I might not
inflict a pang upon her trusting heart. After a long absence, in which
time, which had only softened, I fondly trusted had cured me of my
passion, I returned to find Anne but more lovely and attaching, and now
doubly lost to me. When she pressed her maidenly lips to my cheek, and
again called me brother, I rebelled at the term and madly revealed the
truth.
“Poor Anne! she recoiled from me trembling and in tears. At length she
put her arms about my neck, and with the same gentle accent, the same
confiding tenderness that I remembered upon that fearful night at sea,
she uttered—
“‘Dear, dear brother Charles, am I not your sister? You do love me, you
will not cast me from you, though—though I have dared to love another.’
“I raised her head, and her calm eyes met mine, though her cheek and
bosom were dyed with blushes.
“‘Never, dear Anne, you shall be my sister; God help me to regard you as
such only.’
“I kept my promise. Oh, God! did I not, through years of agony that
tongue might never utter!
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