Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The cavalier by her side was in the first flush of manhood, and one
whose personal appearance rendered him a prize which any fair girl might
be proud to win. Grahame Vaux had been the ward of Isabel’s father, and
was but four years her senior. In childhood they had played together,
and though subsequently separated by the departure of Vaux to the
university, they had been again thrown into each other’s society at that
critical period of life when the heart is most keenly alive to the
influences of love. To Grahame this daily companionship was peculiarly
dangerous. Isabel was just the being to dazzle a romantic character like
his; for he regarded the sex with all the high, chivalrous feelings
which actuated the Paladins of old, whom indeed he resembled in other
respects. A second Sir Philip Sidney, he excelled in every graceful
accomplishment. At Oxford he had won the first prize. In every manly
sport he was pre-eminent. We will not trace the progress of his
passion—how it sprung from a single word, fed on smiles, and finally
devoured, as it were, his very being. Suffice it to say, he soon came to
love Isabel with all the ardor of a first affection, worshiping her as
an idolator adores his divinity, and evincing his passion in every look,
word and gesture.
Perhaps this was not the surest road to the affections of a wilful
creature like Isabel—perhaps the alternation of doubt and fear, of
admiration and indifference, would more effectually have enlisted her
feelings; but be this as it may, her new lover met at her hands the same
capricious treatment which her other suitors received. In Grahame’s case
this wilfulness was more than usually apparent, though there were not
wanting those who said that this demeanor was only a veil worn to hide a
growing preference for her noble-hearted lover. At any rate her conduct
toward him was caprice itself. Now she would smile on him so sweetly
that he could not help but hope, and now a word or gesture would plunge
him into the deepest despair.
“I can endure it no longer,” at length he said, “I love Isabel!—Oh! how
deeply and fervently God only knows. I will terminate my suspense. I
will learn my fate. Better know the worst than live on in this agony.”
He rose and sought out the lady. She was at her favorite seat in the
garden; and as she perceived him approaching, her color deepened, as if
she divined, in Grahame’s excited air, the purpose of his visit. With
that instinctive desire, so natural to the sex, to avoid the subject,
she herself opened the conversation in a gay and trifling tone. Grahame,
who could have stood the shock of battle undaunted, felt his heart fail
him when he saw her sportive mood, but, firm in his resolve, he said, at
length, at a suitable pause,
“Do you believe in love, Isabel?”
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