Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
But to-morrow came without Grahame. All through the long day Isabel
watched for his arrival, and even ventured half way to the park-gates,
but when she heard footsteps in the avenue ahead, she hurried trembling
behind the shrubbery until she saw that the stranger was not her lover.
And when night came, and still he did not appear, her heart was agitated
by contending emotions; and while one moment pride would obtain the
mastery, love would in turn subdue her bosom. Until this hour Isabel had
never known how deeply she loved Grahame; for her passion, growing with
her growth and increasing with her years, had obtained the mastery of
her heart with such subtle and gradual power, that the rude shock of
Grahame’s departure first woke her to a consciousness of her affection.
And now she felt that she had wronged a true and noble heart. Had her
lover then returned he would have won a ready confession of her passion;
but day after day passed without his arrival, and finally intelligence
was received that he had joined the army of King Charles, then first
rallying around that ill-fated monarch, preparatory to the fatal civil
war in which so many gallant cavaliers lost life and fortune. The news
filled Isabel’s heart with the keenest anguish. “Alas! Grahame,” she
said, as if in adjuration, “I love only you, and your noble heart deems
I despise the offering. Could you but know the truth! But surely,” she
continued, “he might have sought some explanation. Oh! if he had
returned only for a moment, and given me the opportunity to ask
forgiveness, he would not have had to complain of a cold and ungrateful
heart in Isabel Mordaunt. He is unjust,” and thus resolving, she
determined to demean herself with becoming pride.
However much, therefore, Isabel might suffer in secret, no curious eye
was allowed to penetrate the recesses of her heart. To the world she
appeared gay and witty as ever, and if sometimes the name of Grahame was
mentioned, or his gallant deeds commended, she heard the announcement
without betraying aught more than would have been natural in a common
friend. She was often put to this trial, for, from the moment when
Grahame joined the royal standard, his career had witnessed a succession
of the most brilliant exploits. Seeming to be utterly regardless of
life, he ventured deeds from which even the bravest had shrunk back.
Wherever the storm of battle was thickest, wherever a post of extreme
peril was to be maintained, there was Grahame, pressing forward in the
front rank, like another Rinaldo. He did not shun the companionship of
the gayer gallants of the camp, but he ever wore, amid their mirth, an
expression of settled sadness. But this peculiarity was forgotten in the
brilliancy of his exploits, and his name came at length to be so famous
that when any new and daring deed was done, men asked at once whether
Sir Grahame Vaux had not been there.
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